EMERALD

4

flash backs***

Meisa sobbing her tears out as she was desperately longing for Jin, she knew He couldnt get him.. he was inlove to his friend Kazuya, She knows it, coz Kazuya is her workmate, they knew each other becoz of him..

"Jin Im pregnant", she whisper..

Jin was out of his wit, he didnt know how, that was very impossible, he was in relationship already, He knew his parents want him straight, they were not proud of him being Gay, but he accepted his fate, he accepted it and proud, he found a love, comfort and it will be eternal...

Now how can He say to Kazu that he have a child?

"i-impossible Meisa, that was very impossible, You knew I am gay,.You knew that I was very inlove to Kazu, I CANT BETRAY HIM"

"I love you ---- i drug u... i thought, if i am pregnant, you will be mine ..

Jin forgive me....

"Meisa look....

Kazuya was so nice of you..."

Meisa kneeled down as she was holding Jin so tight, she knew she cant have him, she cant win his heart, it was very wrong of her as she was so desperately begging for love, they were a good people, he was such an amazing people...

She never thought she would fall in love to him, it started with just an everyday get together, as she always see him talking to Kazuya, they are having fun sweet, and her heart become greedy as if she wanting his attention, She knew she was an outcast, she knew they are already inlove, but still she thought her being a woman, a beautiful woman, infact she almost look like Kazuya, a girl version, very beautiful, smart, talented, and She thought that was enough of her to turn the table and get Jin into her life.. but She was wrong.... She tried but that one and only forbidden night, while making love to him, all she was hearing is Kazuya name on his mouth... it was just a night, maybe that time they weren't in good term like all love has test and storm, and she took advantage of it. She took advantge his weakness, his kind heart, she broke him into pieces, and She cant event stare at his pretty face in pain.

"Meisa... i love kazu, i cant break up with him"

She knows but she also cant let go of him...

"I dont want to lose our baby, Jin, --------"

"WHOSE BABY? JIN? MEISA?" Kazuya was shocked, He never thought he will be in this situation where he was betrayed by the person he truly love the most..

HE WANTED TO DISAPPEAR, HE DONT WANT TO SEE BOTH OF THEM ESPECIALLY JIN

"KAZUYA.. LISTEN" Jin muttered, as the only word he could speak of the moment..

"Kazu, wait could you listen to us pls..." said by Meisa

"No u whore.. you, you took me behind, i thought u were a good friend but u-----

Meisa slowly walk to Kazuya, trying to reach his hand, this were a very good people She was trying to destroy, she never have a peace of mind after that night, She never really thought that love can destroy people, She never thought love cn make her a w***e, an scum girl that think love revolve around her life, SHE WAS SO NAIVE.. SHE WAS THOUGHT LOVE IS EVERYTHING but love is also a powerful destruction...

"Kazuya.... Im sorry, Jin has never betrayed you, He always love you...

he never...

thought of breaking you...

im sorry if im a bad girl

i love jin too ...

i love him like you do..."

Kazuya shook his head of disbelief, He cant believe of everything...

"PLEASE KAZUYA, LISTEN... JIN ALWAYS LOVE YOU... THIS BABY... JIN HAD NO INTENTION, WHILE LOVEMAKING HE ALWAYS SPEAK OF YOU... PLEASE.... I DONT WANT TO DESTROY HIM.... BOTH OF YOU..." as tears flowing into her cheeks.. "i will save the baby... and, I knew, she will be in a very good parents... please forgive me"...

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They never notice when sun changes shift with moon but when they finally calm down, the stars are embroidering the sky above.

Now that Kame’s found out the truth, he is really ashamed for himself for being suspicious.

"I’m sorry, I was so jealous of your work, I didn’t know what was wrong with me." Kame says. "I was really irritated. I can’t believe myself. I acted so immature. I thought you forgot our anniversary or even worse that you…." But Jin shuts him up with a kiss.

"Hush, forget it. I’m just happy the ring fits right for your beautiful finger. Also I love it when you get jealous. That’s hot.” Jin says after he breaks for air. “But, really, just drop that girl topic already. I just love you even if you shave your head but not your legs."

Kame punches his chest. "Baka" Jin grins.

"Can I have my reward now?" he puts his hand around Kame’s waist and carefully switches their positions. "Much better view. You are more beautiful than the stars in the sky. I can just gaze at you the whole night." he leans down and softly kisses and bites his favorite part of Kame’s neck, makes sure to leave a mark. "Wanna shower you with bites. Now, can I?"

Kame just nods and guides Jin’s hands where he wants him. He is too impatient to wait. Anywhere Jin touches burns instantly. He closes his eyes, letting Jin do whatever he wants. He just opens them when he feels Jin’s lips getting near to his butt.

"Jin, it’s dirty" he wants to stop him but Jin ignores him. He just kisses and licks and sucks and Kame can’t understand why he was trying to stop him a minute ago. He bites his lip when Jin starts stroking him at the same time. It’s too many sensations but he wants more. "Jin, please. More" he pants.

Jin speeds up, stroking him until he can’t hold it back anymore. He moans as he comes, feeling pleasure waves shooting up his spine. Jin doesn’t let go of him yet. He stares at him as Kame calms down from his high. It feels like they’ve released so much energy, they can fall asleep any minute. Thankfully, they’ve already filled the rooftop with food and the bed under them is warm enough for a good long sleep. They stay like that, until slowly, Jin untied his hands from Kame’s waist, kissing the red mark that he caused.

"I wish you will stay in my life eternally." Kame says softly as he looks at he stars above them.

"Me too" Jin whispers. He is tenderly stroking Kame’s hair.

"Until my hair turns gray?"

"Yes, you will look hotter even."

"Until my face wrinkles?"

"Yes, I will still find you beautiful."

"Until I lose all my teeth?"

"Yes, I will kiss you until our gums bleed."

"Even if I lose memory of you?"

"Yes, my heart will never forget you."

They fall silent as their hands find each other between the sheets and their lips meet. A shooting star silently lights in the dark, when they fall asleep in each other’s arms.

END ^^

Emerald

song by Kazuya Kamenashi

english translation by yarukizero

Fall...　Under a clear sky　After our walk

Sad thoughts flood my mind　I burn your image into my memory

Trying to sulk, having fun　Because of those times　In our hearts

We discovered something we could be certain of　The hands of our clocks keep ticking

Winter...　The scenery that you saw　Within the light

Your breath turned white on a brand new morning

Spring...　Basking in the sunlight　After I wake up

I see beautiful flower petals　And your smiling face

I'll go anywhere　You'll go anywhere

Walking forever on an endless road

The invisible distance between you and this heart of mine is connected

When the seasons start over, I'll fall in love with you again...

In the dark...