Abby
What the hell did I just do?!
I had s*x with Mark last night, I didn't think I-I don't know what happened. Maybe it was because of Caleb and him being a f*****g i***t he just proved his point really because here I am at my ex's house after we just got done having s*x.
In my defense I didn't want this before he said something about it and even after I didn't until you know I got caught in the moment of wanting him.
I lay in bed awake trying to wrap my head around this whole thing. I'm disgraceful, why do I always end up in confusing situations dealing with these men in my life. It's like I can't seem to let them go especially Liam and Ethan.
What are they going to think about this?! Oh my god I'm a w***e, gush kill me now!!!
I try to get away from Mark's embrace without waki
