HIS MATE

CHAPTER TWELVE

THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO @NEELU BS MANJUNATHA. She has been an amazing reader.

Ariana's POV

I can't believe it. A werewolf? All these years? Secrets? I don't know how to feel. Should I be angry? Sad? Upset? Happy? Should I feel betrayed? All these kept on coming to my mind. It has been two days since the grand revelation and I am proud to say, I haven't left my room since then. I have never been so happy to have a fridge and snacks in my room. Sure, I get really hungry that even the snacks don't suffice me but I refused to step out. My so-called parents will stay outside begging me to open the door or even come out, but I ignore them. My mom will sometimes leave food for me outside the room, but do I get them? no.

    I tried looking at this from their point of view. I tried to understand why they hid such a thing from me. But in the end, I remain furious. I remember the "fantasy" stories they usually tell me, though it seems they are not a fantasy anymore. They will always tell me how wolves stay in a pack; how they stand by each other; how they protect each other; how they make sure they don't keep secrets in order to avoid problems and lastly, how rouges always target the weak wolves and the alpha's children. Guess what category I fit into. Exactly, both!!! I'm both weak and an alpha's child. What if a rouge had attacked me before? Would I have been able to defend myself? would it had been easy to attack me? would I have been an easy target? would be dead by now? But there's this one nagging feeling. The real reason I believe they didn't tell me.

                They don't think I'm worthy enough. They don't think I can handle it.

Then to think that the people I began to call friends were only around me because they wanted something from me hurts like hell.

"Ariana, please open the door", I heard my mom say

"Please wolf, let us explain", my dad said

"We really love you, Ariana. We thought by hiding the truth from you, you would be safe", my mom said

"We didn't think about how you might feel. We are sorry. Please talk to us", my dad continued.

    I ignored them. I don't think I can handle any form of confrontation yet. if I see them, two things might happen. 1. I might say or do something I might regret or 2. I will forgive them easily. I don't want either to happen. I decided to go out for a while. I have been locked in my room for two days, it's time to get fresh air and also to avoid my parents. And what better way of forgetting something and letting loose than drinking? I took a quick shower and got dressed.

"don't do this", that same voice said

"Who are you? Because I don't believe you are just a voice anymore", I asked

"I'm Amy, your wolf", the voice replied

"what do you mean my wolf? so you knew I was a wolf this whole time???!!", I yelled angrily.

"Yes, but it wasn't my place to tell you", the voice replied with guilt.

"Bullshit, get the f**k out of my head", I furiously said as I tried to block the voice out. seems everyone knows except me.

I got dressed quickly in very tight latex pants and a black crop top with an Adidas sports shoe and jumped out of the window, I am not ready to face my parents. I was surprised I didn't break my bones, then I remembered I am a freaking wolf. I got into my car a drove to the farthest club from here. 

    Once I got to the club, I paid for the ticket and got it. I went straight to the bar and ordered shots( NOTE: I'm sorry guys, I don't drink so I don't know any strong alcohol). The sexy bartender gave me the shots and I downed them without a second thought. I kept ordering shots after shots after shots till I was 100% drunk. I then went to the dancefloor. It smelt of alcohol, s*x and sweat but I didn't mind. I began to let loose. Very soon, a felt someone's hands on my waist but I didn't care. I turned around and met the face of a very attractive human boy, how I knew he is human, I don't know. I turned my back to him again and he began to grind me. His lips began to trail down my neck.

"stop it Ariana", my wolf said but I ignored her.

I continued enjoying his lips on my neck and the delicious sensation of him grinding into me till I saw a flash of Demitrey's face in my mind. I tried pushing it out of my mind but it kept coming back. I pushed the guy away and went back to be the bar where I continued to order shots till I was close to passing out. When I couldn't take anymore, I left. I went to my car and got it. I don't know what I was thinking when I decided to drive while I was extremely drunk (DO NOT TRY DRIVING WHILE DRUNK).  I guess I was looking to kill myself. After a very dangerous drive, I arrived home.

    I knocked on the door knowing my parents will be waiting for me if they noticed I wasn't at home. A second later, my very worried parents opened the door and my mom looked as if she had seen a ghost when she saw the state I was in. My equally worried dad was speechless.

"Please don't tell me you drove yourself home", was the first thing my dad said when I entered

I gave a humourless laugh and drunkenly said, "I did drive home, but unfortunately, I wasn't involved in an accident"

"Ariana", my parents said in shock when I said that. I rolled my eyes and pushed past them as I went to my room. I slammed the door, took off my clothes and passed out immediately.