Our Story

Our Story: The Great Pretender

Andie's POV

I went home crying. I can't understand myself why am I reacting that way. Jane didn't say anything bad. She just told us about what happened and that's it. But why do I feel like my heart is being ripped out?

I go straight to my room. I didn't eat dinner and my mom was worried about me. I just told her that I'm still full. Another lie for today.

I should be fine now. I should feel better tomorrow in our practice. But I'm not sure if I can hold it anymore. I need someone to ask if I'm still acting normal.

I texted Bella. She is one of the person that I can trust in the group aside from Jane. I told her about everything from the beginning til how I reacted earlier this day.

I'm glad that she understand me and told me it's okay to feel this way. She also advise me that I'm not stabbing Jane behind her back since they are not officially a couple yet. Somehow, I feel comfortable. Its a good thing to have someone you can share your burden with. I told Bella to keep it a secret. I don't want Jane to feel uncomfortable with me. I don't want her to feel awkward when she is happily telling story about Shin. I thank Bella for being there for me especially right now that I need someone's opinion. I usually call Jane when I am feeling down like this but obviously I can't tell her what I am going through right now.

After our conversation, I texted Jane and told her that I'm feeling better now. She replied immediately and offer to visit me. She is really kind. I said no since its getting late and I will just see her on our practice.

Summer vacation will end soon and I'm glad I will be busy again in my school work. I hope that I will be very busy so Shin will not be in my mind.