Chaotic Colors

An Odd Feeling

Keisha's P.O.V v

After what happened that day and a week pass, I managed to hang closer with Kale, due to my persistency. To be honest I really don't get myself to know the motives I have, to why I really want to get close to him. However the fact that I can't deny that he helped me and was the one who gave me more reasons to fight over my problems, and I can really see myself through him.

I want him to be happy too, I want him to be free from his troubles and enjoy the life he wants me to enjoy too.

As we to continue our project together with our other classmates. I have observed kale and Liham somehow getting along well, and I don't know why...

I thought they were enemies, they even fought last Friday and now they are like this...

"Hey, scary kitten! should've you have given them their parts for their works too? Don't be selfish of the work!" Liham said to Kale who's napping on his table with his earphone on which Liham just grabbed and put on his neck.

Kale with a frown on his face grabbed his bag and pull out some papers and slam it on the table to where Liham sat.

Damn, I thought he would punch Liham again, I was traumatized by this two!

"don't disturb me again, bastard!" He roared and grabbed back his earphone and nap back on his table. Liham just laughed at him and walk towards me...

W-what now?

He stand in front of me and handed me the paper.

What is this Odd feeling around them? Are they okay now together?

"Hey, what's your name again?" He asked

"K-Keisha" I answered and held the paper he wants to give yet he didn't let go of it instead he looks in the direction of Kale who stood up and walked towards the door.

"Hey! Is it okay to give all the responsibilities to me?! Isn't that unfair?... Right, Keisha?" He said smirking and turning his head over me and raising his two eyebrows at the same time.

"Uh, Ye-yeah?" I answered in hesitations as I fearfully watched Kale's expression

"Keisha doesn't just agree on some assholes saying bluff things, he's just dumb that he can't manage to do some of that," Kale said and smirks at Liham.

Damn! This two will start a fight again, but not like a fistfight like they are just teasing each other...

What happened between this two?

They act oddly, they talk oddly, and they treat each other oddly. Isn't that Strange? Or is it just me?

"pfft" Liham stifled laughed was heard as he let go of the paper and shakes off the intensity I felt arousing the room. It was not just me who's shocked by what's happening even our group mates and Classmates are surprised by the two.

"Well, whatever." He said and walks out f the room. Kale just smiles at me and heads out of the room too.

"They're really hiding something from me, I'm gonna ask Kale later after we eat lunch." I talked to myself and stand up giving the other papers with a summarization of the idea of our activity to my group mates which Kale made, so basically even if we are in groups Kale did 60% of the work gave to us the 40% left to finally organized and finished it all. so Liham should really doesn't have the right to say those things to Kale.

"After you read the text we'll make a Uhm... P-PowerPoint presentation and-and uh a Doc. with all problems and scope and for the conclusion of the activity and-and w-we'll finish it on time." I said stammering to our group mates and I immediately headed back to my chair as I decided to find Kale and invite him to the library before the break is done.

"Hey, Awkward girl... Someone's here for you" Troy my classmate who's in the swimming team suddenly approached me and told me someone's here for me, and calling me awkward made me want to stitch his mouth.

"W-Who?" I asked at him

"Jackson probably, hey what's your thing with that gangster?" He asked with teasing the in his voice.

"I don't know, I barely know this guy, so back off," I said annoyed and raged to him, and headed towards the door.

why would a gangster ask for me?

Oh no... Is he here to abduct me?- Oh wait, e's not some kind of alien isn't he?

Wait- which J-Jackson does he means?

"Hey..." A firm hoarse voice appeared in front of me at the door with bot hand in his sweater's pocket.

Damn, he's So Fine!

Wait who's he again? I kinda feel he's familiar...

"Oh, the perverted stalker Jackson?.. When did he become a Gangster?" I subconsciously talked to myself forgetting someone's in front of me smirking and glaring at me.

"who's what?" He asked and narrow his eyes to mine and lean closer to me. Students are watch1

I'll be f****d up by this!

I stepped backward and avoided his gazes

"W-why are you h-here? you-you're looking for... me?" I asked him without even giving myself a stable fierceness as I stuttered all words I said. Damn!

"Oh, you're stuttering you, okay babe?" He asked

B-Babe?! what is he talking about?!

"Shut up! What's your deal? IF this is nothing important I n-need to go I have something way more important than dealing you" I said and was about to walk past him as he grabbed my hand and walk just ignoring my say.

"whoops... Nope you're not going anywhere you're going with me" He said and continued walking grabbing me until we arrived at the café canteen.

That's a long walk we have or marathon we have Imagined we're on the second floor of the building and he didn't even break walking while grabbing even I stumble and might slip, Doesn't even show any signs of guiltiness and mercy! This prick!

My heart rates as getting rapid being touched. I don't know why but I feel like it's scary.

I calmed myself and just forget the feeling the oddness of the feeling I have been feeling, I don't want to remember anything.

"what are we doing here?" I asked with all the bad and rude attitude I have.

"Oh- so scary, so this is the real you huh, I thought you were this shy, awkward, loser girl I didn't notice you have a foul mouth and a bad temper to someone stranger.: He said crossing his arms again and just smirking at me.

"well, I am like this to anyone who's giving me a crap dragging me to a café without even my permission? How impudent!" I said beyond my belief and rolled my eyes at him

"well you should feel privileged by this, a Jackson Vuen is eating here with you at the same table. Girls would get jealous by this" He said arrogantly, so confident as if the whole world in his palm. I raised an eyebrow at him and scoff at him

"Give me a break! who would be jealous? there's even no one who would want to be with a p*****t asshole like you!" I said and laughed at him yet he just smirked.

"oh really? so you mean they just glare at you like that because of nothing?" He said and smiles as if he won the victory.

"what.. are you saying?" I ask him and suddenly hairs all through my body stand up and chills climbed up to my spine, giving me shivers. I roamed my eyes around the room where the good ambiance just a while ago was slowly fading like specks of dust in tiles after sweeping.

"!!!"

Damn, he's right! Why are they glaring at me like that? They're like murdering me just by looking at me with sharp eyes.

By means... are they're jealous?!

I slowly turned my head and found Jackson staring at me with a smirk on his bulldog face!

"She has the nerve to talk to Jackson in that way? How shameless this loser is?!" The girl beside our table gossips to her friends glimpsing a glare on me

what-What did they see in Jackson that I can't see?

how- How did they end up hating me? I was the one who was dragged here you bitches!

WHY?! Why the hell am I even here for?!

"I'm leaving," I said and was about to stand up but before I even stomp my feet he grabbed me back to sit and lean closer to me with a threat on his eyes gleaming with fire. He narrows his eyes scanning my face from my eyes down to my mouth. I want to curse him so much!

" You... You really thought I would forget what you did to me?" He said with a scary tone of voice that made me tremble. He just reminded me of that Old man I used to hate so much.

CRAP!

"W-what did I do? I have done nothing to you! Don't just go and accuse someone with something" I said avoiding his eyes and shoving his hands from mine, forcing my hand to withdraw it, but he's persistent he just held it more tightly.

I'm scared.

all my courage went downhill making me want to vomit. I just crushed my eyes shut in for it flashes dark memories of mine during the day.

I felt like the tight gripping of his hands loosen up

"Ar-are you... okay?" He asked with a worried voice, a soft safe voice. Is that really coming from Jackson?

I slowly opened my eyes and see him staring at me with a fret in his eyes.

As soon as I processed the situation I am in I abruptly shoved his hands away from me and glares at him.

"TSK! this crazy girl, you're lucky I'm...." He muttered yet I did not hear the last part of what he said.

"W-what do you really want for me?" I asked him and deliver myself strong. I don't want to look i***t around this guy who's making me

"TSSSK" Did he just 'tssk'ed me?

He wavered his head and Bites his lower lip in thoughts. Damn sure that’s hot- Wait what! N-no scratch that- he’s an enemy! Keisha, he is an enemy-

RED ALERT!! RED ALERT!

He was tilting his head like he can’t believe it and regrets why he even dragged me out here. How outrageous! I should be the one acting like that. I need help, I should tell Kale now, hearing troy saying he’s a gangster and the wild spread news of him and Liham breaking each other's faces.

I'm in a difficult situation!

"awkward girl be my slave, well that is not a suggestion nor question it's an order" I searched for my phone and clicked the messages app

**Texting Kale*

: KALE! I emergency— A douchebag just kidnap me and we’re at the café now... Help me kale HELP ME!!!

*sends*

Damn no replies, I bet he’s sleeping at the rooftop now... I thought were now friends! This bastard lonely depressed savior of mine really is a pain!

*SLAMS*

“Listen retarded awkward girl, don’t ignore me talking how dare you to disrespect a Vuen like that!!” He reacted angrily as he slams the table which made a commotion in the café making the other campus girls in the café glare at me more badly.

“ D-don’t be stupid! You kidn*pped me and I am not retarded and-and awkward girl! Look I really don’t get what you want from me, I’m no popular Jackson so leave me alone” I said and strongly stand up and glares at him with threat, but he just smirked at me and also stood up and walked directly to me and reached my hand. IN an instance I felt like he was my uncle, the Uncle who made me feel awful to anyone; to boys who I think and feel have a bad motive to me. I shoved his hands away and he just look at me with a confused look with a raise on a brow

"what? you don't want to get out of here? you want to be crushed with these Fangirls?" He said I quickly turned my face to where I can sense a bad aura resonating. I found the so-called fan-girls of him staring at me intently and deadly.

"How thick-faced you are! Shouting to Jackson and disrespecting him?! JUST HOW DARE YOU?!!" The blonde was tall and had a drag makeup look on her face looking so pissed and angry at me. So this Fan girls thingy is still happening in today's generation? And it's even scarier experiencing it.

Damn... I don't know why I'm shaking.

"Girls, get her!" The short brown haired girl order the other girls creating a bad commotion at the café unable to handle by guards.

*GRABS*

I was surprised when Jackson grabbed my back neck shirt and drag me out for a run. W-what the heck?! Do I look like a dog for him? I tried to shave his hands away when we reached the outside but some girls are still running after me, with a serious deadly look on their faces targeting me.

"DON'T STOP RUNNING UNTIL WE LOSE THEM!!: he shouted at me and even run fast dragging me by my shirt.

Scary!

I just obeyed and followed him until we found a good hiding spot at the back of the campus to where the old library was and hid ourselves there until we can't hear any more sounds coming from the girls.

*huff* *huff*

"That was a Damn *sigh*long run!" I said panting heavily. As well as the other person who's still holding my neck shirt. I elbowed his stomach and withdraw myself away from him.

"Do-do I look like a dog to you?!!" I shouted to him panting more calmly. He yelps and groans loud door the pain.

"This is the third time you hurt me... I changed *groans* my mind! very Humiliating!" He said and stand up leaning closer to where I am at stares deeply into my eyes, cornering me to the dusty wall.

"Firstly, you pushed me down to the floor and gone crazy SECOND! you kicked my balls! and lastly this! You really have courage doing this huh?! now BE MY GIRLFRIEND OR ELSE I'LL BEAT YOU UNTIL YOU DIE!!" He threatened and proposed and-and--and WHAT?!!! He was whining from the pain in his stomach but the threat in his eyes really kills me.

"WH-WHAT? DUDE WHAT'S A GIRLFRIEND?!!!!!" I panicked and shoved him away from me as I walked circle in the quiet dusty room of the Old library. He's insane!

"Yes, and I I am not asking you! I am telling you that you are now my girlfriend for all these crimes you gave me!" he said and did not remove his hands for cornering.

"Wh-when did I ever kick your-- *Gasp* HOLY s**t!!"I cursed in a crisp as I remembered that day, The day to where I asked Kale to be a Friend, the day Kale and Liham fought, and The day where I was stalked by this bastard!

***FLASHBACK***

~I was remembering the boy I bumped the day when I ran towards school and break down, even thinking to kill myself for I can't bring myself up anymore, having no one for me to save me and take care of me. ~

" I bet he was handsome, but he still is a jerk for me. " I talked to myself letting a laugh out of my mouth while walking on the street

" You really are crazy " A familiar voice came to the person last year who caught me ending my life, almost was heard behind me.

" you?????!" I ask in disbelief and alert myself from harm.

The familiar voice's face just revealed his face in front of me. A voice that made me feel anxious but annoyed at the same time. For the fact that he called me crazy while I was in the depth of myself getting murdered by my own self. Well, the thought of it does seem to be kind of psychotic and crazy.

well, that fact, made me annoyed.

Wait if this guy is that guy? Then he's a stalker? I'm surely dead by now. I slowly tilted my head to know who the guy saw me, and this stalker is, and as soon as I turned my head to look at the guy who's behind me was a great surprise. It's the Jackson Vuen.

I turned my head slowly and to my surprise, it was Jackson who happens to be standing behind me with his cross hand in his chest standing there like a perverted stalker.

The "JACKSON".

"What 'you'?" He asked me and reached at my hand as he kinda' looks like he was curious about what my hand looked like.

"You just throw yourself to any guy huh? Why would you like that Lonely lame guy if you want a guy you can try me---"

*SLAPS*

I slapped his hands away from me and conserve myself from them. Just by the thought of my uncle abusing me with his filthy hands everyone's trying to reach me looks like it, but Kale was an exception for them, he was the handheld me and embraces the situation I have been in and helped me. I trust Kale, but it doesn't mean I trust all people around me. They'll end up hurting me.

" and why did you do that?" He roared that made me jump in surprise and I was all shaken up by it. it somehow feel like my uncle was in front of me. I was getting better, but why do these memories still haunt me like it wants me to remember it all every day.

I saw him lean at me and try to reach again my hand and before I knew anything I could do I saw my Knees taking an action without my consciousness and kicking his balls.

I-I kicked him? I KICKED HIS BALLS?!!

He curled in pain and all groans. Damn He looks so pitiful and I am sorry for that, but I won't be sorry... It's self-defense, I was just protecting myself from danger, right?

"Fu-f**k!! You really are crazy!! First, I saw you trying to kill *Groans* yourself and even pushed me hard down to the floor, and now you- Fck! Ugh! now you kicked my balls!" He angrily said as he tries to tolerate the pain he felt from his second man.

"Y-You're the one who's crazy! I was just protecting myself! a-and I- I was not trying to kill myself back then" I denied and tries to cover myself from him.

"ugh shut up! He screamed at me making me jump in scare. He's really scary TT

He straightens up

I let him see how venerable I am. I let him do what he'll do anything on me now, I have no extraordinary strength like them. As I shut my eyes to not remember and stop myself from being scared I felt a gentle tap on my hand as he stands and turn away from me.

"I was just going to lend this when I saw you panicking and being dumb not realizing you were losing some of your things" he said harshly and handed me my phone, and grunts over the pain he tries to endure. I tightly held a gripped on my phone and glared at him.

"Y-You p*****t stalker!!" words that I did not know where it came to slip through my mouth and my feet drag me away from it, running like it caused my life.

~~~End of Flashback~~~

That day made me remember and made me scared.

He leans closer to the proximately close gap. This is bad! My heart was beating so fast like it was about to explode. I'm scared of what he just threatened me, I am scared if I'll reject his command he'll surely beat me, I'm scared that he'll tell the school about that incident, and I am scared of what he'll do to me now.

Thinking of all the possibilities that might happen to me in rejecting this Scary Guy in front of me.

"Yo-you don't mean anything you just said, right?" I asked f**k of nervousness

"Yeah, you think?" He asked narrowing his eyes from me as if I was his prey.

I dodged his gazes as I calm myself. The thought of him cornering me on the wall I making my heart pound like crazy.

"Ja-Jackson, You know I did not mean those things I did to you, I was just in the middle of my disasters and you came and you brought more disaster-- I mean you came and I vented out to you. "I said stammering

"Are you scared of me? You're shaking..." He said and did cup my face

"You're my girlfriend now Keisha whether you like it or not, You will be my girl--"

*PLONK*

"s**t!!" Jackson yelped as he groans from the pain that the crumbled paper Hit him.

"You're scaring Keisha" Kale's voice appeared as he entered where we're hiding.

Kale came, He came for me... TT I feel like I'm crying

"Why are you here?!" Jackson roared as he stand and threatened Kale in his eyes, but Kale did ignore him, Burn!

"Are you hurt?" Kale asked as he helped me to stand

I just shake my head and little did I know I jumped to him and hugged him. I was scared.

"You came kale... you came" I only said, he let me hug him

"Yeah, it's okay now..." He said and bring me back with him

"Ey, I'm still here my dear friends," Jackson said as he grabbed my hand and smirk at me.

"I don't care what your intention is Jackson but.." Kale said as he slaps and shoved away Jackson's hands away from me.

"If you want Keisha doesn't force her to be with you but instead pursue her, Don't be an asshole!"

he added with teeth gritted that left Jackson surprised and laughed

"You two really are something...especially you... Kale... But you can't stop me because Keisha's the only one who can be my girlfriend" He said I suddenly felt all flustered, and I don't know why, Jackson is not that fond of girls so it's too new hearing him saying those things.

Why? WHY ME JACKSON?!!

"Because she's the only one who can never fall in love with me, right Keisha?" He said and look at me like he was portraying a message that I don't know what.

Ugh, I don't understand anything.

"Meh, I don't trust you, Come on" Kale said and drag me out of the building here Jackson and I hid. I saw him laughing therefrom kale reactions to him, but when he saw me staring at him, he winked at me and smiled away.

*THUMP* *THUMP*

Huh why? my heart is...

"You said you want to eat lunch with me so let's go," He said I nodded happily followed Kale.