It is true that missing someone could be as hurt as hell would be but I am still tried to restrain myself and make a call just yet. I miss his touch on my skin as his hand lingered, but I couldn’t do much about that. I am afraid that this relationship we are pretended to play will go the wrong way and it could be hurt as much as what I feel right about now. Or it could be even worse. I closed my eyes gently as my body sunk into the fragrance water inside the bathtub. The peacefulness I tried to find after three days keeping myself shut for a while. What Alex said that day was actually true and I couldn't do better to deny it. It’s in the plan and coincidentally we are doing it very well. But do I feel save after that? Is it true that by exposing me to the media can save me from Ken's

