I wiped my mouth with the handkerchief and take a sip of water and glance on Madison and josh .
" Guys . . . will you listen to me . "
" Yeah , we are hearing you . tell us what happened ?
" Ummm it's sounded bad but I think I shouldn't stay here . "
" WHAT ? WHY ?
This is one of those things that you can never explain to anyone; that's what I want to explain - one of those free-association moments with connections that dissolve when you start to try to put them into words . I am in that phase of my life where I don't have energy to explain myself to anyone. I really can't ponder over who left and who's staying, taking a deep breathe .
" You know , staying in here is not safe for me me or for my baby . Since I was married to Evan I didn't made friends rather than enemies . You know i
