Valarie POV
I watched the sunrise from my window. The city slowly taking on a warm glow of hazy amber before the first rays passed the horizon and the sun slowly lifted.
My alarm clock gave a shrill call over the hum and my eyes darted into focus. I watched the flashing display dance on and off. The alarm’s piercing alert settled into a rhythmic pattern as I felt my eyes once more lose focus.
I got from there and went into the bathroom. I took off my clothes and stood under the shower and thought,
This is my life; there's no use in asking what if. No one could ever give me the answers. I try, I really do, but it's hard for me to accept this way of thinking. I'm always wondering about the what-ifs, about the road not taken... please end this pain.
I put on a bathrobe and made out to
