The door open and I gaze upon the door .
I saw the Madison coming inside and I got up from the bed and throw my arms around her and I cried a lot with her .
I clench my teeth as tears come. I am fed up. I am fed up with tears and weakness. But there isn't much I can do to stop them. ~
" Stop it," Madison , says out loud, angry raw, scornful voice that she hardly recognizes, "Jesus, just f*****g stop it," but I crying again, and my eyes burn, and I so goddamn sick of the sound, the smell and salt bland flavor of my own useless tears. -
" What happened Valarie ? stop crying . "
Tears sprang from my eyes and I bit my lip to stop myself from howling at the bright pain . - " You know what happened ? Evan , come to the restaurant . . . . my voice broken .
Madison told me to sit down and
