I thought that if I owned nothing, had nothing, was nothing, I would have nothing left to lose, and I wouldn't be scared anymore. Because my whole life I’ve been so damn scared. Scared to live because I was scared to die. But at the same I was so scared of living, so I wanted to die. Or maybe so scared of dying that I refused to live. You don't have to be afraid to fall, when you're already on the ground. You don't have to be scared to lose someone, when there's no one around to lose.
" Percy, I'm scared of everything for myself also. How am I gonna face all by myself,alone like always I'm alone."
" Don't worry, I believe it's not your fault and Evan will believe in that and you just need to be patience."
I should not ever live with anyone, because I just don't have the patience for it.
