BREWED OUT OF PAIN

Episode 4

Killian calls the nurses for help, “ nurses help she’s having an attack. the nurses rushed in immediately running series of test on her, it was confirmed that her blood pressure ran high due to something that might have triggered her, she was stabilized and asked to rest, Killian was asked by the nurses to leave her for a while.

It’s been twelve months and seven days since the tragedy, Killian’s attitude towards Vivara has totally changed. Vivara has tried in all this months to talk to him but all to no avail.

“Killian is no longer the man I fell inlove with, he has become a shadow of himself it feels like I leave alone I haven’t been touched in months nor my food, the room has become cozier each night missing his absence this boredom I carry is eating me up” Killian walks in without Vivara’s notice she was still deep in her thoughts, he taps her on the shoulder.

“You’re back how was work I’ll like to have a conversation with you”. As she moved closer the smell of alcohol immediately pushed her back.

“Vivara can’t you atleast let me breathe I just got back from the cocoa store all I want is to have a cool bath and sleep, I come back home tired working in the sun for you and I the only thing I ask for is peace nothing more.

“Killian enough I have had it up to here, I can’t take this any longer, it is all your fault that I can’t show my face out there in public because you are ashamed of me, for the twelve months my nights have been lonely you keep lates night, you drown yourself in alcohol, you no longer make love to me whenever I touch you, it feels like I was rubbing dirts on your body, you can’t even look me past a minute, I have become your prisoner and servant, the only use I have is sun drying your cocoa even when the doctor said I should avoid the sun, you careless Killian I am in pain you traumatize me I hate you for every bit of pain you’ve caused me”. Killian raised his hands clunched his fist and hit her she falls to the couch.

“Killian you dare heat me, because I told you the truth loving you is my greatest sin Killian I”

Shhhhh he placed his fingers on her lips shutting her up while avoiding her glance I know what you want, he pulled her up from the couch took her to the dining table her stomach lying flat on the edge of the table he held her hips up to give balance to his waist while her ass is in the air, he raises her short skirt sliding her panties to the side, buried his tongue on her clits and began sucking it, his hand was speedily unzipping his tight jean, he brought his c**k out and began rubbing it with one hand, he pulled his tongue out while whispering in her ears you are dripping already so fast, i thought you were upset, I thought you hated me with passion, I guess by passion you mean what I’m about to do to you, you would have just said this is the only thing you wanted instead of all the tantrums, Vivara could not say a word she had missed feelings, not knowing were to place it if it’s passion or pain she feels.

his touch made her shiver and her n*****s tightened against the table. He buried his two fingers deep into her p***y sliding deep slowly then fast, till she wets his entire hands with c*m, he turned her immediately and puts his two fingers in her mouth, “ vivara this is what you want right have a taste of it, it came out from underneath you, he pulls his d**k rubs it in her clits and slids it in her p***y making hard and painful thrust, tears dripped from vivara’s eyes while she gives out a subtle moan “you’re so wet and slippery darling just the way I like it I will f**k you so hard that’ll you forget the burden you carry because you’re mine, he screams loud till he cums splashing the entire table. You’re my personal hoe I can have you whenever and wherever but the problem is you disgust me, with this face of yours”.

He pulled up his trousers walked to the room leaving vivara on the table covered in shame from the hurtful words she just heard from the only man she had loved all her life’ he goes months without touching her and when he does s*x with him now feels like that of a prostitute and her client, no foreplay, no kisses like it used to be,

“The only foreplay was him paving way for his d**k to slide through my p***y, the only place he focuses on during s****l intercourse cause it benefits him. He knows how I liked to be touched my n*****s are my weak spot he has to fundle my n*****s with the tip of his thumb, his fingers making way through my long natural hair fundling with my hair, spanking my butts, playfully biting my ears, sucking my belly botton, the only man who knows where to touch me who understands every bit of my body. Things are no longer the same.

Vivara came down from the dining table adjusted her blouse and skirt, she walked to the room covered in shame like someone who had been used and dumped.

Killian I have condoled your attitude for far too long, each time I try to complain all you do is walk out on me, for how long are we going to leave like this you have shattered the pieces of my heart left, I have endured every pain you have brought my way, I have endured all this because of the history we share and the love we once knew, but killian one thing you should know today is that there is a thin line between love and hatred I will leave and never turn back, all I feel towards you is disgust”. I can no longer breathe the same air as you, I want to go far away from you. A thousand and one times I have forgiven you choosing the chaos you bring me over peace, I hate you Killian!!”

“Then leave already do you know how long I have waited for you to say those words, I was nice enough not to be throw you out a long time ago do you know the ridicule and shame I feel each time I hang out with my friends and they’re all with the beautiful women in their lives and they have to ask about the beast I’m with, have you looked at yourself in the mirror? You took every word out of my lips, I feel an oblivious disgust towards you, the door is wide open you can leave.

“Killian you are a manipulator, you are a wolf in sheep clothing so all this years you have lived a lie with me, you feel no remorse Killian, what has come over you Killian I hate you, if I walk out this doors I will be back, you can’t ruin my life and go scort free I will take everything from you it’s a promise I will keep”.