I haven't told anyone. Not even Arianna.
Although I knew it wouldn't be easy to hide something like that, I couldn't face my own friend and say what I had
done. So many times, when we talked about the club, I had emphasized that I would never use my body as a bargaining chip, that I would never be able to
sleep with someone for money. How cruel circumstances could be sometimes.
I hugged my knees and rested my chin between them. I couldn't cry anymore because of the whole situation. Even my tear glands had reached exhaustion. All I could do was hug myself and sit in the middle of my bed. I knew Arianna was worried about my condition and I could the sound of dishes being cleaned in the kitchen. Bringing me home in an attempt to calm me down was an imposition of hers when she saw me ret
