The Lost memories

Chapter 13

My heart sank when i saw Jasper with some girl she was kissing him the pain was unbearable how can he do this to me wasn't it just last night that he was with me in my house saying that he missed me and kissing me and now he is with some other girl like nothing happened between us i thought he was supposed to be my boyfriend after all so how could he do this to me do i mean nothing to him so when he said it wasn't a joke and he was serious about me he keep a straight face when he told me everything and i believed him how could i be so stupid he lied to my face i could watch it any longer i shut my locker and ran away from the lockers so that i made my way out of the college again i couldn't stop the tears from rolling down my face i didn't see that i bumped into someone until i feel on the floor the tears made it hard for me to see who it was i bumped into it was Pearl i jumped up off the floor and hugged her tightly she hugged me back " What is wrong" i was still crying but managed to find the words ' Lets skip first period' she looked at me confused but nodded she we made our way to the common room so i could tell her what was wrong.

Alice what is wrong i took a deep breath please don't hate me when i tell you this she nodded " Okay" i started from the very beginning the day Jasper asked to speak to me when we was in the common i told her everything he said to me and also what happened at my house the day i brought him back to mine what almost happened between she carried on listening to me with out any judgement i told her what he said to me last night and when i saw him kissing that girl in the hall where anyone could see when i told her that i could see that she was pissed now i think i understand why my friends that hate him it is understandable now he is a ass and i don't want to be with a guy like that she looked at me is there something else you want to tell me she asked there is one thing that i forgot the other day i blacked out in my car but i made a memory of him she nodded as to say carry on it was a memory of him asking me out and you and you telling me to give him the answer already and don't leave him waiting for to long she sighed loudly " I wish i never told you to get with him because none of this would of happened to you" i looked at her i could see she looked sincere.

I put my hand on her shoulder it is not your fault you didn't put a gun to my head and force me to date him i must of liked him enough to say yes to him so don't blame yourself for what happened to me if you should blame someone it should be me i believed what he said to me and i got into the car the day the accident happened so it is all on me not you or anyone else for that matter do you hear me she nodded we didn't go to our first lesson and now we don't have any class into the afternoon Should we go and meet the others and go and get something to off campus " Yeah sounds good" with that we made our way to our lockers to wait for the others to finish there class once there class finished they came rushing out of there classes moaning about about how long there class was i couldn't stop myself laughing at them do you want go get something to as we don't have classes until the afternoon they all nodded i take that as a yes i thought to myself we was talking about were to go for something to eat an laughing and joking until i saw him. . .

My mood changed almost instantly he was walking over to us i looked at Pearl as if to ask what to do she just looked at me with a smile and nodded i felt someone's hand on my shoulder " Hey Alice " i didn't turn to look at him i was pissed at him the others look at me with a confused look on there faces Pearl turned and whispered something to them they nodded to what she said to them i will explain to them later i thought to myself i finally turned to look at him responded bluntly to him with a Hi no emotion at all how was else was i supposed to answer after what i saw 'What do you what Jasper' he looked at me confused scratching the back of his head " Can we talk " i looked at him sorry i am busy now and with that i turned to my locker grabbed my stuff and made my way, Away from him i said to the other i would meet them at the car park before leaving the college and walking to my car i felt like crying how could he act like nothing happened he kissed another girl for crying out load i shouted in my head not out load or i would sound like a bloody nutter once i got to my car i put my bag in the boot and grabbed my keys from my bag and got into the car to wait for the others.

I heard my phone go of it must be from the others i grabbed my phone to see it wasn't from them but Jasper

Text message from: Jasper X

Babe what is wrong?

We need to talk.

Please babe answer me.

I looked at every message he sent through and thought what does he what to talk about does he think i would go near him after what i saw he must be crazy to think i would stay with him i know you would think go talk to him and let him explain i don't need to cause when i was talking to him his neck had a bit mark on his neck and i am pretty sure it wasn't from me so it must be from that girl so i decided to text him

Text to Jasper

I think we need stop see each other i need to focus on my memories and college bye

I deleted his number and blocked him i don't want to listen to his lies and bullshit about what happened and i didn't see properly or he likes both of us it not the best of both worlds. . .