The Lost memories

Chapter 8

Once i got to the college car park i texted the others to see where they were i got a almost quick response from them saying that they were in the reception of the college waiting for me i got out of my car and locked it and made my way into the college luckily there wasn't a lot of people there as it was only 8:15 am 'Morning guys' we made our way to our lockers we checked what lessons we made and i was right it was history but at least we was together in that class, So your working with Jasper on your presentation Emily asked i nodded 'Yeah that asshole' "they laughed don't get close with him" Don't worry i wouldn't dream of it. it was still early so we grabbed our stuff from our lockers and made our way to the common room it wasn't that full with people we sat on the sofa's near the entrance of the common room 'How's it going with your partners and presentations so far' They all replied with good it feels good to talk and not constantly remember my nightmares 'That's good' i answered back to them and that's when i saw him that asshole way to bring the mood down i thought to myself he started to make his way over to us what on earth possessed him to come to us his looking for a bloody death wish he looked at me 'Can i do something for you' and that when he spoke up "Alice can i talk to you" i shook my head why. we have class soon so we can talk then.

This serious it can't wait i got up fine can you watch my stuff for me please they all nodded in sync do you need us to come with you no it's fine we made our way out of the common room he grabbed hold of my wrist let me go let me go protested what once he finally let me go we was out the college in the car park What the f**k is wrong with you don't f*****g grab me like that who the hell are you to touch me like i so play thing what do you want i went off on him i am not in the mood What do you want Jasper his name rolled of my tough like venom.

I need to tell you something important but i couldn't tell you in front of your friends us you can tell they don't really like me well i don't blame look at the way your acting grabbing and pulling me where ever you want like some doll you can put in your pocket if its important spit it out already okay what i am going to say might confuse you but let me explain first so don't say anything okay i nodded wanting to know what he was going on about he pulled out three pictures from his pocket and handed them to me look at them i looked at them one by one it was the first picture was me and mine sitting on the beach the second was me in my prom dress with him standing next to me in a suit and the last on was me own my own holding a bunch of red roses What are these photos i asked him do you remember the first time you asked me if you knew me and i say yes well you do know me he took a deep breath and said i have known you for a long time Alice since the beginning of year 7 i am your boyfriend we have been together since year 10 but you can't remember because of the car accident Wait!! What how do you know its it was car accident nobody knows they only know it was an accident he took took another breath because i was the cause of the accident we was having a small argument and i turned away for a split second and a car drove into us i am so sorry Alice i couldn't listen to anymore sorry i need some space to think about what you said that's understandable i will give you space i nodded and ran back to my friends in the common room.

I couldn't breath my chest it felt so tight i wanted to cry so much but i didn't want the others to find out what just happened i walked in the common room like nothing had happened once i sat down question were chucked at me let right and centre what did he want to talk about with you? nothing much i instantly replied he wanted to say sorry for what happened yesterday after class did you forgive him? pearl asked me i didn't get a chance to answer as the bell went off saved by the bell i thought to myself time for class i shouted so i do not have to answer there question they just asked me we made our way to the class room i felt nervous as me and him are sitting and working together on the presentation i made my way to my seat and placed my things on the desk my mind was on over load a part of me wants to see him and the other part of me doesn't want to see him i don't know how i will act when he walks through the door my heart started to beat so fast i just couldn't control it the teacher caught me off guard "Morning Everyone" carry on with your notes we all did as he said i pulled out my ipad and started my research on the first world war, There was a little disappointment on my face with the fact Jasper didn't turn up to class after what he told me but i decided to go find him after class is finished so we can talk properly i want to know more about the accident it might help with my nightmares.