The Lost memories

Chapter 7

After we finished eating out Pizza we sat there having chat i feel like we haven't had a normal conversation in so long since make accident 'How was work i had a lot of paper work and meetings sounds hectic it was we both laughed i like this time with my mum to talk about normal day to day stuff mum when will you go out and start dating again and taking care of yourself an not constantly worrying about me all the time go out have some fun shake what your mother gave your you might find yourself a nice handsome man shooting her a wink she instantly busted out laughing it's good to see her laugh again like we used to we should put you on an dating app mum i shouted i got up and ran to my laptop and back to sit next to my mum okay lets see she looked confused at the whole process don't worry i will make you a tinder account once it was done she had already had four matches she kept pointing at the screen what does this mean i couldn't help but laugh she looks so confused i tapped on one of the accounts mum look at him he seems your type i thought i would leave my phone to it i handed the laptop to her i am going to bed now night "Night hun" i made my way to my bed set my alarm for 7:15 am i laid there looking up at the ceiling trying to fall asleep but eventually i started to slowly drifted of to sleep.

Help me, Help me i shouted from the top of my lungs i could see blood over my stomach there was smoke all around me i was trapped in a car, there was tears rolling down my face i could feel hands shaking me slowly there was a faint voice calling my name when i heard my name i slowly wake up to see my mum sitting on the side of my bed i was so happy to see her i instantly hugged her tightly "Hun what happened" tears were streaming down my cheeks i had another nightmare but this one was worse why can't they stop, I just want them to stop "I know honey" I heard my mum say could it have something to do with your appointment today, How did it go? i pulled back from my mum and sat back on my bed took a deep breath the doctor said to lay down and take deep breaths i did as he said i think i feel asleep but when i woke up i couldn't remember anything but i think she made me fall asleep so i would open up about my nightmare without being awake and reliving it, But i think it's caused my nightmare to be worse then before she nodded at my every sentence "Do you want to go back there" i shock me head No i don't think i want to go back a my dreams get worse then they already are i checked my phone it was only 3:30 am in the the morning sorry for waking you up mum it's fine i wasn't sleeping i looked at her confused what was you doing she laughed matched with someone on the app you put me on we have been talking for hours 'Okay mum i see you' We both laughed i let you get back to it then 'Night mum' Are you sure you are fine Alice i nodded fine mum don't worry go get back you your man she laughed Okay night.

When i woke up, The sun shined brightly through the window i couldn't be bothered to get up i was tired so if anyone pisses me off today they are going to get it i got up from my bed slowly and made my way to the bathroom to run a shower i turned it on and stepped in and let the hot water run down my body once i was finished i made my way to my bedroom the weather seemed hot and nice so decided to wear a blue dress which i made sure covered the scar on my stomach and body and a pair of black Vans i let my brown curly hair fall to my shoulders once i was dressed and my hair was done i made my way down stair to the kitchen were my mum was sitting drinking her morning coffee "Morning Alice" i greeted her 'Morning Mum' i made my way to the toaster to make some toast i grabbed a glass of orange juice and sat at the kitchen table, Once i was finished eating i place mt cup and plate into the dish washer "Do you feel like go into college today" i nodded 'Yeah i will be fine' i checked my phone it was 7:45 am i will leave at 8 o clock i thought to myself i made my way to the living room to check i had all my books for college my English book and History book, Notebook and pencil case my purse and Ipad once i had everything in my bag i looked for my car keys which was on the living room table i checked my phone or the time once again it was 7:55 am bye mum i shouted as i opened the door to leave i headed to my car the weather was so hot the seat inside my car were burning hot i placed my bag in the passenger seat started up my car and made my way to college there was traffic but not a lot of it which is understandable people need to get to work i wonder what my first lesson is today i have a feeling its history if it is that guy better not start his s**t again or i will give it to him i am not in the mood for peoples bullshit not when i am in mood i am in now tired.