The Lost memories

Chapter 14

Once i blocked Jasper's number i turned my phone on silent and placed it out of site and waited for the others to come out of college what is taking them so long i thought to myself i saw them coming out of the college doors making there way to the car park i saw they were looking around the car park so i pressed my car horn so that they knew were i was, They saw my car they made there way to my car they got in i started up the car so we could make our way to get something to eat what do you want to eat guy no one answered it was dead silent i felt like they were angry cause i didn't tell tell about Jasper but i am now going to open up about it when we find somewhere to eat we didn't know where to go so we just went to Five guys once we had sat down and ordered our food Emily asked What is going on with you and Jasper i took a deep breath and explained everything from the beginning to the end even included what i texted him and that i deleted him number and blocked him.

I could see on there faces they didn't know what to say to me when i think about it i can't believe that i believed everything he said to me but is best we don't see each other i need to focus on college and my mental health they agreed with me Kaci looked at me " Alice i am sorry everything that has happened to you and that asshole done that to you just give me the word and i will kill him" i laughed at what she said but i din't think she was joking she looked pissed they all did i am happy i remember my friends i don't know what i would do if i had to deal with this on my own we started talking about our afternoon classes and about going shopping this weekend we all agreed to go our food finally arrived we starting to eat and talking once we finished eating we made our way back to college the girls didn't leave my side just in case Jasper came back to talk which i didn't want.

We made our way into college and to our lockers and grabbed our stuff ready for our next class which was History which we all have together the class went by fast even though Jasper was next to me and we made to work in a group i only spoke about the work nothing else nothing less it was hard at first but it was best this way i down want to fall for what he says once again i don't want to fall again i can't stop my feeling for him just like that it's not as easy like turning a light switch on and off classes finished pretty quickly once classes was dismissed i got up and made way out of class to my locker when i felt someone pull my hand and turned around to face them it was Jasper i was trying to be strong once again ' What do you want Jasper' he looked at me " What was that message about us no seeing each other" i can't believe he is like this i pulled my hand away from his hold ' Let me go now ' he did let me go "But we need to talk" i was about to say something when i saw her the one he was kissing this morning coming towards us she put her hand into his now they are holding hands i couldn't love any longer i looked at him one last time and shouted have fun with your new girlfriend before i ran to my locker grabbed my stuff and headed to my car i heard my friends shouting for me but i didn't turn back to look i just couldn't do it and see his face..