The Lost memories

Chapter 6

I started up my car thinking about every encounter me and Jasper have had since i have been back when i am near him there is a feeling that i know him but from where the more i think about it he came up to me saying he knew me the second time in the canteen when looked really concerned about me fainting and asking if if was okay and next thing you know in class his not even paying attention he's just flirting with me cause i was smiling at the idea of working together what game is he playing cause i don't want any part of it who does he think he is to touch me like that grabbing my arm and pulling me close to him does he know what i have been through these past three months bloody asshole i thought to myself i jumped slightly when i heard my phone ringing.

RING RING RING.

ALICE: Hi Mum

MUM: Where are you hun

ALICE: Just about to leave the car park

MUM: Okay call me when you get there

ALICE: Okay mum

CALL ENDED

I put the address into my satvan and made my way to my appointment it wasn't that far from my college it took no longer then 15 minutes max i thought it would of been long there wasn't a lot of traffic which was bonus once i was there i pulled into the car park trying to find a parking space once i found one i parked up turned the car off and called my mum

PHONE CALL

ALICE: Where are you now?

MUM: 5 Minutes away, Meet you in the car park

ALICE: Okay

CALL ENDED

I sat in my car waiting for my mum, it wasn't long unit she turned up she knocked on my window i got out of the car locked the door we made our way into the big glass building it looked so posh inside and outside "How was college today" fine i didn't intend on telling her what really happened she through another question at me did you feel comfortable driving after so long time i nodded it was a bit bumpy first of all but i got the hand of it shortly after that's good hun as long as you feel comfortable driving if you don't i can always drive you to college and back i responded with a fast reply 'No it's fine she seemed shock no mum it's fine you concentrate on your work it's fine, Once we finally made our way to the reception desk after trying to find the health department the building so big you could get lost big time, A lady with long ginger hair helped book us in we made our way to the waiting room it was so beautiful it was filled with rose pictures and white and gold wallpaper with black leather seats it had a faint sent of stawberry's the room was really well kept, I kept exploring the room i didn't hear my name being called. This was where my nerves really kicked in my mum didn't come with me which was fine she wasn't really aloud to come even if i wanted her to which is understandable i followed the nurse to the big black door i knocked on the door i heard 'Come In' from the other side i placed my shaking hand on the door handle and pushed it open to see a tall man standing near a glass window i watched him turn around he looked in his early 30's he turned and walked towards me and shock my hand nice to meet you, my name is Dr Max please have a seat Alice hearing him sound normal calmed my nerves just a little he pulled out a sheet of paper which obviously had my information on it as he said your 18 years old and in college what you studying in college i replied with History that's a good subject i nodded what seems to be the problem Alice well three months ago i had an accident but i still can't seem to remember what exactly happened he nodded at my every word, i have nightmares every night and this has been happening ever since my accident i started to tear up i just want it to stop why can't it stop he pasted me a tissue to wipe away the tears falling from my face. Alice lets try an exercise i pointed to this long sofa he said lay down and close your eyes i did as he said it was silent i opened my eyes to see if he had left the room he did Alice close your eyes i quickly done as he said "Now i want you to take deep breaths and think back to that nightmare and tell me what you see" I can see blood and smoke "Where is it coming from" he asked me the blood is coming from my stomach where's the smoke coming from the car i can see a car i am stuck in a car is there any one else in the car with you Alice yes they are not moving is it a boy or girl next to you i don't know, i don't know i can see them get me get me out i felt myself shouting i felt like i was having the nightmare all over again Alice you can wake up now i didn't realise i wen't to sleep Mr Max i don't remember going to sleep it apart of the exercise you will fall asleep with out knowing so you can tell me whats on your mind "Do you remember what you told me" if i am being honest i can't remember anything about what i said he could tell i was worried about it no need to worry about it. It's normal to not be able to remember everything you said.

Do you want to book another appointment for in the next couple of weeks i don't really think this is really for me i don't like the idea of not remembering what i said to you thank you for today and sorry for wasting your time i got up to leave the room and headed straight to the waiting room where my mum was still waiting "Hey hun, how was it" I nodded it was fine lets go home and order a big pizza i don't feel like talking about she just nodded we headed to the car park to get in our cars meet you at home i nodded and got into my car i sat there for a couple of minutes before starting my engine up i took a slow drive once i got home mum was already back i parked my car next my mums got out and headed inside placed my bag in the living room and made my way up stairs to have a quick shower i turned the shower on and stepped into it and let the water run down my body once i was finished in the shower i made my way down the stairs to the living room where my mum was looking through pizza leaflets what do you fancy cheese pizza or pepperoni pizza not fused mum you choose i don't mind.

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