fighting for my legacy

playing dirty

I watched the fiasco happening on the porch between Ken and Tracy. ugh. Why do I find myself becoming annoyed? Not only is it giving me a feeling that I'm being replaced so easily, but with my friend Tracy none the less. No no, I shake my head to get rid of the thought. First off, if it's that easy he will be, friend zoned an depending on how it goes from there he might just be only a aquantince. sighing out loud. only time will tell. looking around i see Steven and onyx back to the freak fest so i overt my eyes. i love Steven like a brother. so i am super happy to see hes got some one to love now. its funny now that i think about it i cant stop thinking about mac. i mean yeah he is extreamly good looking. still i done see that a good enough reason to think about him or ken for thb at manner as much as i have been.

Walking into the old house, I felt this pull. What is that? I feel like its pulling me deep below me. I cant see much, but the smell in this house does not smell bad at all. In fact, it smells good. A hint of sweet, almost a honey suckle with something a bit spacey, almost like it got a small hint of cinnamon. I wonder, is this house really empty or what could that smell be? Feeling around with my hands trying to find my way to a lamp wall or even candle, with both my arms straight out away from my body, I slowly inched my way to my side, so I didn't run in to Tracy or Ken.

Tracy's giggling so much, I can tell where Tracy is. Getting more upset and my mind thinking all the worst things, I find myself intentionally thinking about a mac and trying to get away from them as soon as possible. Finally, I feel a wall, I turn my body so I face the wall and begin to use both hands to feel the wall for a window ir a door.

i bump something hard and smooth almost like wood but smoother and its feeling like it goes up ward. continuing to follow i realize its a sort of stair case with a seat style thing attached but i cant tell since my phone is broken from falling on it in the drive way i cant even use the light. i done want to think about that right now. on the bright side i get some down time with no phone no drama. i minoover my way around this contraption and start to climb the stairs. now cruriuse on what i can find i get my adventure mode turned on. final reaching the top of the stairs i do what i only think is the best idea. start slowly moving to the right . since that is the side i my hand i am hoping its the safe est way. raealizing that its a wall im touching with a light switch i try my luck and flick the switch. nothing.. ugh oh well. continuing to follow the wall i find a nob. as i touch the nob i feel nurvoius but i done understand why. i turn the nob slowly and it makes a small sound that hurts my ears like nails on a chalk borad. i turn it faster so it stopped making that horrible sound. before i complete the rotation i hear a very loud howling and Tracy screams. SMACK! Tracy smacked Kenny's butt. YOU JERK, ARE YOU TRYING TO GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK? Kenny laughs it off. I rush in the room and close the door so i do not have to hear them playing. moving around the room that is just as dark as the rest of the house. i stumble over something and quickly regain my stance. sratinging up i feel something strange. i do not believe i am alone in this room. i must be over reactiong letting my mind run wild. attempting to find a window to at let some light in rub against the wall. i bump in to something odd with my hand i feel this object. it feels like it has some type of material that almost feels like skin. i use both my hands and and try to picture in my head what i am touching. it feels almost like a very chissald chest. is this a expensive mahican of some sort? as i am thinking to my self i run my hands the manicans chest to what i think is its arms. wow is this some type of s*x doll? wow it feels so real. i rub my hands up to the location the face should be. feeling every yummy carving of the muscul. they really did a amazing job on this s*x doll.. taking a deep shaky breath i fanaly feel for the face. i say out loud to my self i am acualy getting turned on by this s*x doll. thinking i am alone i start to let my self have a little fun .