CAMILLE Everything was building up inside of me and I didn’t know the best way to make myself feel better than to cry,most definitely that is what I would have done if I was alone at that moment, but the bad side of it was that I was not alone. He was right there standing in front of me and all I could do was stare at him as though waiting for the Worse to happen. All that left me with was that bit of confusion, I didn't know what to do at that moment as it left me very much confused. Should I just ask him whatever this was and get on with it. The truth about all of this was the fact that it left a different feeling sinking deeper to the back of my mind. I felt so disappointed in myself for not being as strong as I thought I should be but there was nothing I could do. “I guess you

