ETHAN Could there be a reason why I had felt the need to Speak to her all this while? I shut my eyes as I could feel my heart heaving heavily. Apparently I was the only one in the room so I let out my pain by tossing the table across the room. It was the only time I let myself feel so much pain… Mike explained how I was at fault: He went on a tangent of, “How could you stay away from your mate? How did you treat her like trash … “ I was confused… It was like living life on a fast track. I let myself listen to the voice of my beta and friend that In a way felt Strangely quiet after all I had told him, it had been a while since I spoke with her but I could tell if something was wrong at this moment. it was easy to let myself believe something felt particularly off about how s

