CAMILLE Frustration clawed at my chest as I thought the entire through again, I was about to tell her what I wouldn't in any moment tell anyone else and at that moment, I could feel that deepest part of my mind warning me against what i was about to do again and again to make the entire situation more difficult, it was hard me to think through all that was happening. I stood right there quite aware of how delicate the moment was , one mistake and it was all that it would take to get myself into a state that I could as well be oblivious about, at that moment I could sense my heart beating, I couldn’t very well go ahead and make this situation worse for myself than it already was, there was a need for me to do something badly, a need for me to get this entire feeling in my head out, and …

