40. CAMILLE My stomach lurched as we turned the corner of my street, less than a couple blocks away from the house and I could tell that she was hiding something. Nowadays, I rarely could tell what anyone wa thinking as i was in this confused state myself, still it was hard to tell any of this If there was anything that I won't take for granted it was my emotional neglect which has been something of a constant ever since I was in the entire space of this madness. By now, you would think I had gotten used to it but each day was like the first scar on my heart, my mind had gone back to this morning event and the fact that she looked so serious when she came to me that morning . I tried thinking about it , it was hard to know what could really be in her mind at that moment. One thing w

