Broken

His cruelality

Angelina

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Finally our contact marriages is complete. Yes this is our contact marriage. We both are marry each other because of our child's. Cindy I'm not her biological mother. But she is my life. My first marriage is also because of Cindy. But after marriage Dinal give me too much love. He prove me that I am wrong about love. He made me believe in love.

After his death Cindy is completely my responsibility. I wanted to give her a secure life. I also wanted to give her a father. But I know that I did not provide her a father love. 

I marry Black because of his twin child who is also belongs to my best friend Ruby. I promise her that's why I marry him. I also thought that the way I give his child mother love he also gave my child father love. But I am completely wrong before marriage he clearly told me that he take every responsibility of Cindy but did not treat her like his own daughter. He told me that he never loved her and never give her any father love. He just play her and my tail that's it.

Like really how was the man is this type of cold hearted. After hearing his statement I quickly deny to marry him. But again he showing me the darkest face of him. He started threading me. This is the reason that I hate him most. He is the most disgusting and cruel person I ever seen in my life. Though admit that he is a good husband and also a good father but he is not a good human being. He is too much selfish that without his family he did not care about anybody feeling and there life.

He is the person who always thinking about himself his child , his wife , his company , his business everything. It does not matter for him that just because of fulfill his position as how much he hurt people. I did not forget the night when he show me his real face.

( 3 days ago )

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I told you that I wanted to marry you because of my child. ----- Black said.

And I told you that I did not wanted to marry you because of my child. ------ I said.

Don't be so cruel Angelina. You know that how much my child needed you. And don't forget that you promised Ruby before her last breath that you take care our child. You know that how much my child attached with you. I hire so many nanys for them but all of them her failed. ----- He told me.

My heart is heart soften after hearing this. The child is also my heart right now. Did you know the first person they call " Mummy " is not Ruby it's me. How could I ignored them.

I also wanted to take care of them. I told you that I will love them as a mother. But you also look at my condition. I also need a person who can take care my child and give her a father love. ----- I said him with a begging eyes.

All I want this time is settle our child future. If you give me guarantee that you will love my child is the father then there was no problem for me to marry him.

Impossible. I did not love the girl who is not belong to my blood. She is not my child then why did I love her. I told you that I will take care her and gave her every kind of luxurious life. What more she want. Everyone call her Black D'Cruz daughter this is enough for her. She is not belongs to my blood but steel I can give her my name. Did you ever think that how much lucky she will be if you getting married with me. ----- He told this cruel word with lots of arrogance which boil my anger.

The three years old child is nothing to do with your property and your money. All she needs right now a loving and caring father not a rich father. Keep your money in your pocket Mr. D'Cruz. I will never marry you. ----- I told him clearly with angry voice.

In this time by little child want his father love and how did he say the cruel words.  did he have any kind of heart. How did he compare everything with money and power. Why did not keep his arrogant a site.

That mean you did not care about my child. ----- His question make me come to my sense.

The Innocent child face quickly appear in my mind. I also did not wanted to give up them. My anger is completely gone the moment when he mention the little princes. My voice is become softer ----- No. I will take care of them. Does not matter I will marry you or not. But I always take care them and loving them as a mother.

Impossible. If you are not marry me then definitely want marry another man for the sake of given your child a father. And the moment you married another person you will forget my children. ---- he told me.

No. I never forget them. I am not like you showcase always thinking about herself. I am not a selfish person like you. ----- I said.

In the next moment I found myself pin to the wall. For a second I am completely blackout. When I am come to my sense I found out that he hold my both hands tightly and pin me to the wall. Maybe the force which he apply is too much that because I am black out for a moment and did not understand anything. I feel that my back is crush and its hurting too much. He hold my hand too much tightly that I feel my hands are going to broken. His face is too close to me and he looking me with full of anger.

Right now he is looking like a hungry wolf who wanted to eat Me Alive. For a second I feel fear but quickly I come down myself and looking at his eyes with a disgusting look.

 what are you doing. ----- I ask him.

Everything is not as simple as you thought. I believe that you are not liked a girl who can forget my child after getting married with another man. But I am also did not trust that the men is also kind hearted person like you. Even if you did not wanted to give up my child but I'm sure that you will be force you to do this. After you marry you will be busy yourself for building of your new family with your husband and your child. There was no place in your life for my children. ----- He explain me everything about the reality of the life.

 I also thinking about this. Whatever he say it's not completely pointless. You know the reality very well. It's not as easy as I thought.

Then I did not marry anybody. I take care all of my child without getting married with anyone. ----- I said.

I Did not trust you. Once a day somebody come in your life who can love you very much and you are getting married with him then what can I do. what can my child do. I will getting married to you then I have a legal right on you. Only this time I can be leaving you because I know that after marriage this is not easy for you to find out any other men and getting married with him for the sake of your child. Because you need to divoce me before doing anything. ----- He said.

Oh. That mean you wanted to marry me just because of bounding me with a legal papers. ----- I ask.

Yes. ----- He said.

I will never agree with you. ----- I said.

What is your f****** problem Angelina. I told you clearly that I will take care your child. I will give her everything which she want then what is your problem. Why did not you agree with me. ----- this time he getting me close to him and again shalme me to the wall.  this time the pain is too much that I started thinking my back bones are going to broken. I did not even move my body because of a stronger grip. My strength is not enough that I will be myself for his grip.

I wanted to kick him but he blocked my legs to. After being helpless I told him ----- you told me to give your child a mother love. But you did not give my child father love. Did you think your demand is fair. You told me that you did not love my child because she is not belong to your blood. And what about your child they are also not belong to my blood. Then why did you think that I will give them my love and care.

 she is also not belongs to you blood. Then why did you care about her very much. You already have no class. You married to Danial for the sake of taking care her his child. Now you can getting married to me for the sake of taking care of my child. This is not a big deal for you. After all blood , reputation , class , cast I don't think this things is matter for you. Taking care of another child children's it's your work right. But I am not like you. the person who is not belong to my blood I will already ready to give her my name that is enough. ---- He said.

Yes your right she is not belong to my blood. But I considered as my daughter what is wrong with this. ---- I ask.

Don't say this f****** things. Did you think I did not know about your real plan. ----- He said.

 I looked at him surprisingly. I did not understand what is the meaning of this Word.

And what is my real plan. ------ I asked him because I wanted to know about his thinking about me.

He started laughing. ----- did you think that I did not know what is the real reason of your to marry a man who is already have a children. Obviously because of his money. You know very well that your business is too small to survive. So that you wanted to secure your life. After all everyone know that Danial is the top test advocate in this country and he have lots of money. I know what type of girl you are very well. For just making secure to your future a girl like you can become a permanent Naniy of any rich man child. Then why you are showing tantrums right now. I will give you the name of a wife Black D'Cruz. You have no idea how much money I give you to spend for your demands. I will take care of all of your luxury and pay all of your bills. And for return I only wanted you care for my child. I don't think this is a big deal for a girl like you. Just told me how much is your cost.

Pa

As soon as he complete his last word I did not hold back my anger. I pushed him harder and free myself from his grave. I give him a hard slap to using all of my strength. I see that his face is become red and my finger marks are visible on his face.

I am nothing to do with your thinking about me. I did not care about your thinking about me. But listen to me very clearly I am never getting married a person like you. Even not for the sake of your child. You have very proud in your money right. Did you ever think that your father did not give you this then what can you do. Where did the arrogant come from. Did you have any idea how much struggle we a middle class family men and women doing just because of surviving. ----- I said.

I try to say more but he cut me ------ enough. I am nothing to do with your emotional drama. This is not effect on me. Now listen to me clearly. We are going to marry each other two day's letter.

What. are you out of your mind. Did you hear what I'm saying. ----- I said 

 did he really mad. 

I listen your every nonsense. Even I try my best to be polite with you. But I don't think you can understood this language so right now I change my method.  that's why I told you that either you are agree to marry with me or I will make your life hell. And also your little princess. I promise I will destroy your little company. And did you  know , Daniel savings is not enough for you to fighting against me. This is not protect you and your child form my Evil eye. Don't forget that is only for Ruby that I did not harm your business and tolerate you. otherwise I will destroy your disgusting business 3 years ago. Now when Ruby is no more then I no need to protect your business. But yes if you agree with my condition and getting married with me within two days then I promise I did not harm your business. ----- He said me.

There was no other choice left for me. I know does not matter how hard I try to protect my company but this is useless. Because right now he is too much powerful. And I know that he did not harm me because of Ruby. But now he can cross his all limits for just making me his wife. Not actually his wife. He just wanted to making me a permanent Nanny for his child. But that is not a problem for me. I am feeling bad because I did not successful to giving my child a caring father. Thinking about this tears roll down from my eyes.

But for my surprise he wiping all the tears for my face and eye then wisper in a low voice ----- don't think too much just agree with me. I promise that I taking a good care to your child. And don't worry I did not spend my rest of the life with you. I need you for taking care of my children until they did not come to their sense. I don't think after getting 3 or 5 years old my children can need you. I will free you as soon as possible.

After saying this he get out from the office. Without looking at me. I still standing on his office and thinking about his condition. I blink my eyes then finally come out from the office. I want to my friend house and told them about my situation. They try to convince me to marrying with Black. At the last I have no other road. So that I close my eyes and making my decision.

This night I cannot sleep well and next day I wake up early. After completing my morning duty I make my decision and directly went to his office. Everyone know me in his office so nobody can stop me. I quickly get to his office and push the door without any knocking.  he quickly get up from the chair for seeing me. I saw eyes is red. His entire face is dull. Dark circles is visible under his eyes. I Understood that he is crying just before I coming. I know that how deeply he love Ruby. I am the one who is present with him to the hospital. I saw him borken after getting the news of Ruby death. This is the first time I saw him crying. My heart is also field with pain after seeing him like this. Though he is the most cruelest person I ever seen but I did not deny his love for Ruby.

I take a deep breath and could not see to his eyes because I feel pain after seeing his eyes. ---- I am sorry. I have no intention to disturb your privacy. I just come here because I already make my decision.

Say this. ---- He said then set back to his chair again.

I agree with your proposal. But I have condition. Though you told me clearly that you did not love my child but at least you did not treat her coldly. She Is just a child please did not missbehave with her. As long as you talk with her politely I have no problem to continuous this marriage with you. ----- I said.

He did not say anything by word just nope his head " yes ". After that I went out from the office without looking back to him. When I am pass by the window I saw him landed down to the chair keeping Ruby photo frame on his chest.

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 ( present time )

When I am busy to thinking about this night my mother in law sound make me come back to the reality. I look at her she give Oliver and Oscar to Black. He pick up his both sons and the little angels started happily jumping on his lap. Black is very happy after playing with them. The smile which is visible on his face it's only for the angels. Otherwise he always keep arrogant and ruthless expression on his face.

When I busy myself to looking at them feel a small hand can touch my hand. I look at  the little princess which is near to my waist. I looked at her smilingly and she looked at me with her innocent Eyes. We both holding each other hand and start walking while Black follow me with carrying his birth child on his hand.

Mummy mummy. ------ I hear that Oliver and Oscar can calling me. 

I turn my head. I look that my little prince giving his hand to me. They wanted to climb up to my hands. So I quickly pick up them. Cindy also holding my arm because she is hell afraid on Black. My dress is very havy so that walking with three child it's little bit uncomfortable for me.  but for my surprise I saw that Black carry my heavy dress and help me to walk properly.

I feel relieved and walked to the car direction. It's completely impossible for me to getting in the car after caring three child. Black open the door for me. After that he pickup Cindy from the ground and stuff her to the car. Then he picked me up with his both child carefully and putting me to the car comfortably. After that he pick up my groun which is hanging down to the floor because this is too big and place it near my feed to the car. After that he close the car door. Then he open the driver seat and sitting there. After say buy to his mother he start the engine.

I landed down to the seat and play with my kites. The both are biting me with their two teeth and I am enjoying this. File my princess is playing with her doll. This is her favourite doll. Danial give this to her at her three years birthday.

Mummy did you are not going to our home now on. ----- Suddenly Cindy question me.

No my baby doll.  we are going to our new home. ---- I say her and she is become sad.

This is normal. because there was so many memories to the old houses which she did not wanted to leave. But what can I do right now. But I did not like her sad expression so that I try to comfort her ----- my princess you can like the new house very much. Mummy you and your brothers can make new memories in our new house ok.

She nope. Though she did not wanted to leave the old house but she is very much sensible. And she is also very obedient. I know that she did not making any trouble for me.

 the new house where we are going this is completely new brought by Black. We also did not wanted to go back his old house. May be  because this house is filled with Ruby and his memories. How he did not wanted to recognise more or may be he did not wanted to share the house with me where he and Ruby spend there precious time. Whatever this is not my concern. I need a house for living. Does not matter which house he give me for leave.