Broken

Dark part of the childhood

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1 hours later suddenly Black sleep will be blocked by the huag and loud Trump stone.  the moment he heard the sound of the thumb stone the only thing which is come to his mind it's Angelina. He did not waste any single time and over to the master bedroom.

In this time Angelina is just get into the bathroom. Black already told Nancy to not disturb Angelina so that after getting order from Black to shut all the doors in the house she still did not going to Angelina room. 

This is the reason that the windows are still open in Angelina room. Even inside the bathroom there was the loud sound coming from outside.  hearing the sound Angelina place her both hands to her ear , sitting down to the corner of the bathroom she could not help just sobbing. 

 all the dark memory to her childhood coming to her mind one by one and it's make her shimmer in fear. On the other hand coming to the master bedroom Black did not find Angelina anywhere. Closing the door of the room he started lock all the windows. After he done , he walk to bathroom and knock the door. ---- Angelina , are you inside. Look don't be afraid just open the door I am here.

The moment Angelina here his voice she come back to the reality. It looked like she find her savior. With   out wasting any single time she get up from the dark corner of the bathroom and unlock the door.  the moment she looked him , she threw herself on him.

 black could not prepare for this but he still catch her and pick up her. Carry her back to the bed. Covering both of their bodies the blanket , he resting her head on his hard chest. She tightly hold his collar. She have no more to letting go him and he also hold her.

Shaaa. I am here look. There was no need for you to be afraid. Ok. ---- he comfort her while caring her hair with his hand.

This sound... ---- she got the power of her speech.

It's ok. It will be gone soon. And your safe here. You are always safe with me because I will not allow anyone and anything to hurt you. ---- He mean everything whatever he say right now.

You... don't leave me. I am scared. I.... I.. y... ---- she did not even complete her sentence properly.

It's ok. Today I give you the promise. I will never leave you in my entire life until you yourself did not leave me or you will not die and I will not die. Black D'Cruz will never hold any one hand do let go her. Even if I did not love you but still I will never leave you and never allow anyone to hurt you. ---- she said.

Angelina hug him. Somehow she believe him. After all the promise which Black give her today nobody can give her to her entire life. He kiss her hair. Wip her tears. 

Did you know you look like a cute kitten when you are crying. ---- Black said poking her nose.

Stay with me until the thumb stone cannot over. -- Angelina request.

Don't worry. I will live with you in the lifelong. I did not earn anything to lose them. --- Black said.

Angelina looked at him and Black smile. ---- just joking. The meaning of my word is , before taking any kind of decision I will think about this properly. When I take the decision to marry you I already prepare for the marriage. Yes the time I did not thought to having physical contact with you but then I set my mind after getting married with you to our first night.

I am afraid. ---- Angelina said.

Because of the weather. ---- Black ask.

Hm. ---- Angelina reply fearfully.

Don't worry. As long as I am with you. nothing will happen to you. ---- Black said.

Then don't leave me. ---- Angelina said.

I did not. But you need to told me what is the reason of your afraid on thumbs down. I know it's related to your childhood  but I wanted to know that reason. If you did not told me then how did I solve the matter. ---- Black said rubbing genuinely her chicks.

Angelina just resting  her head on his chest and tightly grab her. She was thinking for a long time something then finally spoke.. ---- the first reason is the day when I lost my mother the weather is as same as today. There was very loud thumb stone in outside. Havy rain. I am sitting in the hospital. Pleading to the doctor. Try my best to save my mother but at last I just lost her.

           Second , in my childhood my stepmother used to punish me using this day. Even when I did not done anything wrong. honesty I will never recover why did she hate me and why did she punish me. She always Drag Me to the garden and left me there along to the heavy rain and loud thumb stone days. I shout beg but everything is useless. But my neighbours does not like it so that all of them started criticise my stepmother and warn her , that is she done this again The Neighbours complain her to the police.

        She is become frustrated after that. She did not wanted to go to the police but not wanted to stop this. So after that day she using the Tennis most dark room. She always putting me there and switch off the light. I am alone sitting there. There was a heavy rainfall and thumbs stone happen. My entire body shaking due to fear but nobody can come there. My father see all of this but never bother. He Never stop his wife. Never even ask me a single time that how will I handle all of this. Even she bound my hand with the chair to not to make it me knocking the door. Entire night I just crying and begging for help but no one come. O .........

She out blast with tears. Hugging him trightly , she cry on his chest. A  trace of tear also appear in the corner eyes of Black. He have no idea when did he started crying and involved to her pain.

He just comfort her wife while rubbing her hair. His wife is sobbing on his chest. The more she cry the more he become angry on her parents.

To not controlling her emotion Angelina started punching on his chest. ---- don't don't don't don't ...... don't make me remember everything because I did not want to remember this. It's painful. It's hurt full. I will never talk about this because I did not wanted to remember this.  ..... I ....... 

Shaaaa shaaaa baby don't cry. I did not want to remember you everything and make you cry. If you did not comfortable then no need to remember anything and told me anything. I Understand everything now stop crying. Don't remember anything ok. ---- Black did not bear the way she crying and sobbing.

Ki just wanted to know the reason of her fear , but have no intention to making her like this. If he ever know that she will react like this then he did not told her to tell her anything about her childhood.

Before you I will never tell anyone about this. It's not that I wanted to cover my family. But I'm afraid if I telling someone about this then I need to remember everything and it's too much painful that I could not control my emotions.  honestly I will never express my emotions in font of anyone. I will never show my weak spot to anyone even Daniel and Ruby. But I don't know why I told you all of this even show you my tears. But I did not feeling weak. I did not feel shame. I did not feel embarrassed. ----  Angelina truly Express.

It's ok. If it's hurting then forget about it. ---- Black said hugging her tightly.

No. Today I told you everything because I feel relief after telling you everything. for so many days I suppress all of this in my heart and never told in front of anyone. Baby because I did not find anyone who is capable to listen this.  And you the first one whom I believe. Everyone say that there was no secret between husband and wife but one year of relationship with Daniel I will never able to tell him about my feared reason. ---- Angelina stop.

 in the past whenever Daniel saw her afraid on Thumb stone he started teasing her that she is behave like a children. this is the reason that Angelina always thought but after hearing the reason of her fear Daniel only mock her so she never told him the reason. Nor did she show her fear to him. In the thumbs stone days she just always lock herself to the bathroom and bear the consequence along.

You already told me everything. is there anything which you did not told me. ---- Black ask.

Yes. Once a day , a same thumb Stone Night my stepmother again lock me to the room but this time most disgusting for me because this is the worst day in my life. Robert , he is the brother of my stepmother. His always looking me with his disgusting Eyes.  the first day when he touch me I feel that he did not have any kind of good intention. He always try to touch me and try to do nasty things with me but I always get rid from him. but that night he take the advantage of the situation and get into the room where my stepmother. And he ...... ----- Angelina started breathing heavily.

Looking at the situation Balck try to get up from the bed to finding the pump but Angelina hold her hand. --- no don't go.

I will just be come back after finding the pump. ---- Black said.

No. I need you not pump. ---- she said hugging his hand.

Black again sit down to the bed and took her to his embarance. ----  what he done to you ?

 he tried to r**e me. But he did not successful because I kick of the main part of his body. He cried out with pain and I take the advantage to run away from the room. ---- Angelina explain.

Then what about your family. Did you told your father about this. Did it again turn a blank eye. ---- Black ask but this time his voice is filled with anger.

No. This is the first time in my entire life my father stand uo for me. I thought that nobody can believe me and sure enough my father wife did not believe me even she started abusing me that I should use her brother. But this is the first time my father did not here his wife. But Dad did not beat the person. He just slap him and throw him away from the house and band his coming to our house. And after 2 month he sent me to the boarding school so I did not know after that he will come back to my home or not. Dad did not inform the police not punish the person only band him. According to me this is not enough punishment for the man who abused  me physically but it at least it's enough for me that my father can stand for me. ----- Angelina said while crying loudly.

There was a long silence in the entire room. Only the sound of crying Angelina is lingering to the room. Black try his best to comfort her and did not let her go for a single time. Picking up the glass from the side table he hand over her for drinking the water. Angelina  hold the glass with her shaking hand then going to drink this but this time suddenly a loud Storm sound come from the outside which make her slip down to the glass. But not over her clothes over Black clothes.

I am sorry ... I.... I really did not do this purposely. ---- Angelina try to wip the water with the tissue.

It's ok baby it's ok. ---- Black said.

No but it... ---- she did not wanted to stop so Black louder his voice little bit to make her clam down. ---- Angelina it's ok.

She stop. He get up from the bed and remove his t-shirt for changing the clothes. The moment he remove his t-shirt his back face Angelina. Only this time she saw the nail mark on his back and the wound  which she create all over his back last night. Black forget to apply medicine on this so that they are become reddish swollen.

It's .... why did not you apply medicine on your back. ---- Angelina ask.

Black realis. --- oh. I forget.

Then come I will applied medicines. ---- she said.

It's ok. It will be fine soon. ---- Black said.

But... if you did not apply medicine on the then it will be infected again. Come here. Please come. ---- Black finally come because of Har request and sat down beside her.

Angelina started applying medicine on his wound. Black look at her counselling eye then tease her. ---- are you feeling sorry for me.

Angelina look at home with full of meaningful eyes then arrogantly replay. --- why did I feel sorry for you. You are the one who need to feel sorry for me because of whatever you done last night.

And what about you. Did not I am injured by you. --- Black ask.

Angelina looking very serious now. ---- this injury is nothing in front of my injury.

The funny atmosphere is become heavy and serious again. Black literally feel guilty this time but he did not know how did he well apologized.

But Angelina quickly change her expression looking to his guilt and pull it told him. ---- keep the last night incident site. But I wanted to tell you thank you.

Why. ---- Black said. He did don't understand her now. Just a few second ago she was blaming him and now again say him thank you.

He somehow feel puzzle because of her mood swing.

Because of you I finally able to deal with the most dark moment of my childhood. Even when you're sharing something to someone you need the strength always. And you give me the strength. I never talked about this matter because I feel afraid to thinking about this and remembering the moment but because of you today I did not feel afraid instant I told you everything. This matter is put on so much pressure on my heart but today it will be clear. I literally feel really after telling you everything. It's feel like a burden widrow from my heart.  after so many years is just make my heart heavy. ---- she said.

Black kiss her head then said. ---- but you need to overcome from the fear. And don't worry I will help you for this.

Angelina turnaround and hug him happily. Both of their cuddling Each Other happy when suddenly Black remember that she did not eat anything since the morning. Black lift her head then said. ---- are not you are hungry. 

Huh. No. Don't dare to leave in this time. The thumb stone of outside its Steel cannot stop. Just stay with me. ---- she said.

Black smile and generally stokking her hair.......