Broken

She is my illegal daughter

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It's around the lunch time when Thomas already arrived to the home. Angelina need to inform him that he is going out with Lily in the night. So that he asked the servant about Thomas. ---- excuse me ,can you told me where is uncle now.

Mr Thomas is now in the study room. ----- the servant inform her.

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In the study room Thomas sitting on his arm chair when suddenly his phone is rank. After looking the number for a long time he finally receive the call. ----- yes.

The number is not saved on his phone contact. The another side of the phone is a marks man who did not even show his face in front of anyone.

Is she is fine. ---- just his voice are come out from the another side.

Yes. She is now with me. Thank you for informing me about her otherwise who knows what happened with her.  But while following her did anyone can notice you. After all this is not the correct time of your come back. So always be careful and don't call me without any emergency. ---- Thomas said.

He cut out the call after that and just now Angelina also push the door and get into the study room. ---- uncle are you free.

After hearing her voice Thomas is little bit panic but he did not show anything on his face and keep maintain his calm expression. Then he smile and told her. ---- yes my daughter come.

Original Angelina did not hear anything so that she get into the room with a smile. ----- uncle I need to inform you that I am going to out from the house in the night with Lily. I will come back within 1 hour.

Thomas smile then reply. ----- you can come back whenever you want. Go and hang out with friends. Don't think about anything.

Thank you uncle. Let's go for eating lunch together. ----- Angelina offer.

Angelina daughter please sit Hare. I need to talk to you with some matter. ---- Thomas pointed the sofa and Angelina obediently sit there. But there was a long pause between both of them.

Angelina can you can you fulfill my one wish. ---- Thomas suddenly broke the awarke situation.

Angelina smile then reply. ---- I willing to do this uncle.

Seen the day she meet with Ruby to the boarding school , Thomas and Ruby both do so many things for her. Both of them not only treated her like their own family member but also allow hard to stay in their home several times. She will never have any chance to pay back both of them.

The reason of taking care of Oliver and Oscar also one of the reason to pay back Rubi whatever she done for her. Now when Thomas himself Wanted some favour for her she will never be denied. Instant she will happily done anything whatever he want.

Then Don't stop calling me uncle. ----- Thomas directly come to the point.

Uncle. ----- Angelina did not understand anything because everything will be so certain.

Angelina you know that I have only one daughter Ruby. Every time when she call me " Dad " , I always be extreme Joy on my heart. But after her death there was only Emptiness in my home. No one can call me " " Dad ". You know that I always treating you like my own daughter. Now when Rubi is no longer with me I have only you. ---- with that Thomas stand up from his chair and walked to the sofa then said beside her.

Holding her hand on his hand he continue. ---- can you call me " Dad ". I will be feel glad and happy if you call me this.

I ...... ------ Angelina did not know how to reply. The pain on Thomas eyes cannot be hidden by her. She saw the bond between Thomas and Rubi by her own eyes.

Obviously this is not possible for a father to accept the death of his younger child. Specially his one and only child. Angelina did not wanted to broke the last hope to the old man. But on the other hand she also did not wanted to accept his offer.

How will be he call any person " Dad ". Specially when there was no blood relation between both of them. Though Thomas always treating her like a daughter and always caring her but still he is a outsider. She can consider him as a uncle but not as a father.

On the other hand originally she wanted to laugh with self mockery. Her own biological father never cared about her and today the another person who have no blood relationship with her can told her to call him " Dad ".

I will never want anything from you. Can you did not give your uncle to this little gift. Right now you are become a mother of my grandchildren. When Oliver and Oscar growing up and asks you that why did you call all their grandfather uncle then what can you reply. I know you simply say that the reality but it's too much for the child. ----- when Thomas saw that she lowering her head and could not reply seems to be busy to thinking something.

Suddenly he spoke with light tone. ----- I really wanted to be your father.

He thought that Angelina did not hear it but originally she here this. ---- uncle.

Thomas seems to be stunt and suddenly he explain. ---- I mean who does not want a daughter like you.

Angelina is become sad after hearing this. Lowering her head she reply. ---- my own father does not want me.

But I want. That is the reason I always treating you like my own daughter. Honestly I will never create any difference between you and Ruby after the day when I first saw you and Ruby brought you in my house. Honestly both of you laughing sound full fill my entire house. This is the sound of both of you which give me the power and strength to be alive. I always want another child and you know God also give me this. But I lost her. I will never find her again. But the moment I saw you , somehow I feel that I get back my child. Soon you are become the most important part of my family. But now after Ruby death I again feel lonely. My entire house is filled with emptiness and there was no one who can call me " Dad ". There was no one who can taking care me like the bay both of you caring me. Did you know how many days later I will really eat a delicious food made by someone who is very close to me.  ----- Thomas explain with emotional tone.

The flash of tears also fall down from Angelina eyes. 

After getting married to with Black , Ruby always call me once or twice in a day and say me " Dad how are you ? " but now there was no one who can call me " Dad ". Angelina can you fulfill my wish. I will not force your daughter. After all father daughter relationship cannot be depend on force is depend on only love and trust.  You thought that I am not capable to become your father then say this I did not mind. ---- Thomas ask.

I will be glad if you consider me as your daughter. You are the amazing and incredible father. But did I deserve to your daughter. After all my own father did not want me. I am really glad that you and Ruby both treating me like your own family. Sometimes I really thought that I did something very good that I meet Ruby and you both in my this life. ----- Angelina emotionally reply.

I did not know who is the bastard who did not want a child like you. But as I say before I want you as my daughter. ----- Thomas replay.

Then I will be glad. Yes I will call you " Dad ". ----- Angelina reply.

The moment Thomas hair does there was a extreme level of joy appear on his heart. He cannot hold back just hug Angelina. Angelina also hug back him.

Every time whenever Angelina hug Thomas somehow she feel that this is very familiar. Initially she always like to be with Thomas and Ruby even she did not know why. She like her father very much but spending time with Thomas give her too much pleasure. She always find that she did not even too much happy with her so called family instant the happiness she filled with in Gill family.

After completing their emotional hug , suddenly Angelina remember something and break the hug. ---- uncle .... I mean Dad if I did not hear the wrong then you just told me that you have another daughter.

Out of the emotion Thomas told this but now he started regretting. After a long pause he finally spoke. ---- Yes.

Stunt , Angelina could not even move for lanch. She will never saw anyone in the house anyone except Ruby. Also there was no news about that Mr Thomas Gill have another girl child. She always know that Ruby is one and only daughter of Thomas.

Then where is she now. I will never saw her. ----- Angelina ask.

She still cannot recover from the shock. 

She is not with me. I lost her in the childhood. ----- Thomas reply.

Lost. How did it will be happen. ----- Angelina ask.

Thomas take a deep breath then reply. ---- I did not know about her existence when she is born. And when I know about her Reality That she is my daughter it's already late and she started calling another man " Dad ". I have no other option left so I simply lost her.

Angelina dumbfounded after hearing this. ----- why didn't you inform her that you are her real father. Maybe after hearing this she wanted to come to you. After all she deserved to be know that she have a father and the person who she even know as her father is not her real father. And how did you will not know about her born.

Simple. There was something happened in my past which I did not wanted to told you now. Accident is happened my daughter. Daughter are always the life of their father. If a father can forced to stay away from her daughter then it's definitely for a very big reason. There was no father in the world who intentionally wanted to stay away from his precious daughter. ----- Thomas reply.

Can you just say that my own father did not treat me well is because there was some reason behind all of this. ----- Angelina ask.

I don't know. I told about my position. ----- Thomas reply.

Angelina blink her eyes then ask --- did you know where she is now.

Hm. In font of me. ---- Thomas reply.

Angelina just stare at him with a completely stunt expression. Just a what she wanted to say something suddenly Thomas explain. ---- I mean she is near me. I always saw you. I fulfill my every duty as a father without saying her that I am her father. But the reality is she is near me but far away from me. She did not know anything about me and I know in future she will never know about me.

Did Ruby know about it. And also aunty. ---- Angelina ask.

In the first Ruby did not have any idea about this. But when she growing up she know this. And as for aunty then she did not give birth to my another child. ---- Thomas said.

I.. could ... ----- Angelina lost her speech.

You thinking her correct. You can told that she is my illegal child. She is born by accident but she is not a unwanted child. If her mother inform me about her once a time then I will promise that I keep her in my side in the rest of my life. But I don't know what is the reason of heart to not telling me about this. Maybe she cannot find me. ----- Thomas said.

The more he say this the more angrier he feel. The anger is not to raising his own child with his own hand. The anger is not to know about her child existent in the world.

When did you find out about this.  ----- Angelina seems to be very curious about the matter. Somehow she feel that she wanted to know everything. She is really very curious about the girl who did not even know that her father is Thomas Gill one of the famous Businessman and rich person in the City.

Daughter let don't talk about the topic now. And promise me you did not tell this in font of anybody. You know that news challenge paparazzi  always wanted to find out some scandal about me. Though I will never care about this but once the think I will care very much that if my child know about me now she will be broke down. ---- Thomas say.

After all she used to call another man dad. now if certainly she find out that everything is fake and her real father is me then I did not know how could she will react.  ---- He add.

Understood. Don't worry I will not tell about this conversation in front of anyone. ---- Angelina promise.