Time surely moves faster than we expect it to, it feels like yesterday that I came to this housing colony, left Akash, met Arjun, time I spent with the Squad and the worse of all death. We think that as time passes by so does pain, but honestly it doesn’t, you shed lesser tears but the pain, it’s still there. It’s been two years since Akash’s death and still feel the pain, the pain of killing my best friend, the pain of not being able to save him, and most of all pain of not being regretful of killing him. I don’t regret killing him because I know it was ultimately to save my friends, but I feel bad that I have no regret, regret after doing something bad is the only thing that makes you feel that you have goodness inside you somewhere. But when you do something bad and there is no remorse,
