JUNE I was really walking on eggshells and I knew that. I didn't know what was wrong with me but here I was holding a man's c**k in my hand like my life depended on it. No running now. I told myself. I wondered if this meant I had signed a deal with the devil. I was lifted from the ground in one swift move. He placed me against the wall and pressed his body to mine so that there was nothing between us. My legs wrapped themselves around him in a protective embrace. There and then. Here and now. I didn't care about anything else. Not my hate for this man, not even the fact that I still wanted to run from him. Here and now. I wanted all of him, even more than I did the first time we slept together. He found my lips instantly, he had moved back a little to be able to look at me. One ha

