53 It’s a strange sensation, being back in this hospital. Passing nurses and doctors I’m almost sure I’ve seen before. There are two in particular I’d love to see again: Bertrise, the wonderful nurse who was always so kind to me, and Dr. Rios, who was always honest with me about what was happening with my body, and who let me see my friends even though Halli’s parents and Jake tried to keep them away. But what would I say, even if I saw either of them? “Hi, you won’t remember, but I was in here last week, and I just wanted you to know I appreciate everything you did taking care of me. Even if it didn’t work in the end. “But look—I’m back. I’m not dead. So in case you were feeling bad about that …” Daniel pauses in front of the room we’ve been told is Dr. Venn’s. “Ready?” he asks. I

