Betrayed By My Fated Mate

12 Please Don't

Seraphina POV

It's hard to believe it's been three weeks since I left the pack. I would love to say that I didn't even think about Caspian once, but that would be a lie. I still love him as much today as the day I accepted our bond. My parents have respected my wishes and not talked about him or Abby, but I can't help but wonder if they are together. I know they haven't been intimate because I haven't felt the pain of betrayal. The thought makes my chest ache.

Marcus has left several messages on my phone, but I refuse to listen to them. Knowing he cared more about the damn Beta title than my heart still stings. Abby and Caspian have left messages, but I just deleted them because I'm afraid of what they might say. I know I need to talk to them both at some point, but I'm just not ready. A knock on my door has me jumping off my bed. When I throw open the door, I smile at Nichole. She and Zane have become really important to me.

They have both held me when I've cried, made me laugh, and made me a better warrior. Tonight is their official ceremony to become Alpha and Beta and I couldn't be more excited for them. "You're not dressed." "No, why do I need to be dressed? We are off from training today because of the ceremony." "Yes, because we need to go shopping. We both need a dress for the ceremony," she says. "I don't need a fancy dress Nichole. It's not my ceremony. I'll be there to support you and Zane from the pack seats."

"You are important to me and Zane. We want you to dress up for the ceremony and party," she says. "I hate shopping, Nichole." "Too bad, I'm pulling the bestie card. We are going to go shopping and to lunch. We are going to buy you a dress that is hot and classy so all the boys can drool," she says. I groan, but I know she isn't going to let this go.

"Alright, let me get dressed and we can get going." She squeals and steps into my room. I grab a pair of faded jeans and a baggy sweatshirt. Once I'm showered and dressed, I pull my hair into a high ponytail. We make our way through the pack house just as Zane's ex-mate Johnathon is stepping inside with his arm around one of the she-wolves. He has kept his distance since I handed him his a** that day at training, but I can see he isn't happy I'm here every time he looks my way.

The girl walking next to him glares at me and I smirk. "What the hell are you smiling at? We all know you're here because your mate didn't want you," she says. Despite the pit that forms in my stomach, I keep my expression unreadable. "What the f**k did you just say," Nichole growls from beside me. "She started it with her smirk, Nichole. I don't understand why you are taking her side. She is an outsider," the girl whines. "Let it go Nichole. It's not like Amy said anything that wasn't true. I'm sure someone who was meant to be a Beta has thick enough skin to hear the truth," Jonathon says.

Nichole growls but I step toward them. Fear flashes in both their eyes and I smile. "You're right there is nothing wrong with the truth, Jonathon. Have you shared yours with your little girlfriend?" I would never out him because its Zane's business but he doesn't know that. "What the hell is she talking about Jonathon," the girl asks. "Nothing, let's just go. She isn't worth it," he says, trying to usher her away.

"You are the only one that isn't worth it, Jonathon," Zane says as he steps into the room. "Now I was willing to keep your little secret because, honestly, I'm embarrassed the goddess paired me with such a coward, but now you are f**king with my friend. You know exactly how I feel when someone tries to hurt people that are important to me," he says.

"What's he talking about the goddess pairing you with him," the girl asks. "Zane, don't," Jonathan pleads. "What I mean is, your little boyfriend was meant to be mine, but he is afraid to be who he really is. So, instead he f**ked you to prove to himself he is still a man. Stay away from Fina or I will make your life hell, Jonathon. I was willing to walk away and let you live your pathetic little life, but you came for someone that I love. That I won't allow," Zane says.

Jonathon's eyes darken as he looks between me and Zane. "You love her. You want her," Jonathon growls. His wolf is clearly at the surface. "What you are thinking, not even a little. She is like a sister to me, but if I did, it's no longer your concern. You chose that b**ch, so take this as your only warning. Next time I'll let her beat hers and your a**" he says and I smile. They both rush off, and we all burst into laughter. "Zane, you didn't have to do that. What if the little witch tells everyone? You said your parents didn't know what had happened."

"They didn't, but I guess it's time they did. Besides, I want to know how the two of them found out what happened to you. No one should know that but my parents, her parents, and the three of us," he says, pointing at Nicky. "Zane, it was bound to come out." I try to make light of it even though I hate that everyone will know my mate preferred my ex-best friend over me. I'm pulled into strong arms and I bury my head in his chest.

"Stop trying to be so tough with us. It's alright to be hurt. It doesn't matter how long it takes. It still kills me to see Jonathon with that b**ch even though I would never give him a second chance," he says. "I feel so weak. I miss him so much, Zane. I wish it was him holding me right now. I wish it was me he wanted instead of Abby." "Hey, first of all, you are not weak. Second, there is nothing wrong with missing him. You two are still bonded," he says.

"Zane's right Fina. He is your mate until the bond is broken completely. You're allowed to miss him. I still don't think he really wants that skanky girl and maybe, until you talk to him, you won't truly know either," Nichole says. "How can I trust him even if he doesn't want her now? What if I forgive him and he ends up cheating with her? It's not like she won't be there. Her father is the pack gamma. How can I trust them to be around each other?"

"That's not a question you have to answer right now, but I do think you need to remember that what happened was before you were mates," Zane says, and I glare at him. "Don't give me that look. I'm not saying what they did was right. They both should have waited for their mates. They also should have told you the minute they realized that you and Caspian were mates that they had been together. Right now you have to determine if there is any way you can forgive him, especially," Zane says.

"Why only him?" "Well, because the best friend position has already been filled times two," he says. I can't stop the smile that spreads across my face. "Thank you guys. I love you both." "We love you too. Now let's go talk to my dad before I take you two shopping. If we are a minute late for the ceremony, my mother will have my a**," he says.

We make our way up the stairs and when we reach the Alpha office, Zane knocks. When the door opens, Luna Isabelle is flushed and her clothes are slightly disheveled. Nichole and I hide our smiles knowing exactly what we just interrupted and Zane groans. "Can't you two be normal and go to your bedroom," he says. Alpha Rogers growls as we follow Zane inside. "Be careful, boy, just because you are about to become Alpha doesn't mean I can't take you to the training field and remind you who I am," he says.

"Enough, you didn't like it either when you walked in on your parents," Isabelle says, and Alpha Rogers shivers with disgust. "What brings the three of you to the office," Isabelle asks. "I'm glad you're hear mom. I need to tell you and dad something. I found my mate about six months ago," he says. "Why the hell are we just hearing about this now," Alpha Rogers asks. "Let him finish," Isabelle growls. "He is a warrior in the pack. He turned eighteen after me," he says.

Zane looks at his parents waiting for a reaction to him being mated to a man. "Son, did you think we didn't know you like men and women? You haven't exactly been good at hiding it. I've watched you check out more a**es than I care to think about," his father says. Zane's shoulders sag and his mother moves to stand in front of him. "Your father and I accept you just the way you are, Zane. We love you," she says.

"So what happened with this mate of yours," his father asks. "I guess he wasn't as open to the idea. When he realized we were mates, he freaked out. I gave him some time, but then he screwed one of the she-wolves, so I rejected him," Zane says. Two very loud growls fill the room. "What warrior had the audacity to hurt my son," Alpha Rogers asks, and I smile. He reminds me of my dad. "Dad, it's fine. I've moved on, but I called him out today, so I wanted you to hear about it from me instead of the pack gossip," Zane says.

"Him and his little tart were making comments about Fina. Things they shouldn't know about her reasons for coming to the pack. I'm not sure how they found out," Zane says. Alpha Rogers growls, and his eyes glaze over. When his eyes clear, his focus is on me. "We will figure out who is responsible, and they will be punished. You three go and get what you need for the ceremony and, for the love of the goddess, don't be late," Alpha Rogers says, winking at his wife. The three of us all chuckle as we make our way out of the office. I'm not sure what will happen tonight now that the pack knows, but having these two at my back has me ready to face anything.