My love is a straightforward girl

My first night was different from everyone else

"tonight you sleep with grandma" said my mother-in-law, not admitting defeat.

"if mama said that I do not know what to say again " I said finally admitting defeat as well as my mother-in-law I also know the secret between us

. "You look tired, go change your clothes and relax "" said my mother-in-law with a meaningful smile while look at me.

  "Okay mama" my short answer was not enthusiastic

. "sehyun sleeping with grandma tonight" I said while laying sehyun on the dining table chair. 

 "Ok" sehyun answered briefly and kissed my cheek gently.

 "i am going first mama" I said politely while kissing sehyun forehead. 

"Ok mummy, good night" said sehyun causing me to laugh. 

"i am talked to your  grandma dear" I said with a small laugh looking at her.

 "Oh" sehyun said while  round her mouth.

 "just go,hand over sehyun matter to mama , not that she is not used to sleeping with us" said my mother-in-law with a sweet smile looking at me.

    I stepped out of the kitchen with a heart full of throbbing and the anxiety of my heart fighting with each other at that time whether I should go in or not but for sure I do not want to be in that same room alone with my crazy husband ,this already weak in spirit in this chapter.

"How is it ? If I enter the room, I must face the departing boss. If I do not enter, my mother-in-law must reprimand me, let's work hard like this" that. "What do I need to do aha? So that I am safe from him tonight,hmm..ok i got it" I said happily while pointing a finger then stepped into the kitchen again  

" Why haven't you changed yet?" Said my mother-in-law, puzzled, looking at me with a frown.

 "I want to change my clothes, but on the way earlier, my stomach sounded hungry, that's why i turned back" I replied with a shy smile while touching my stomach at that time. 

"you  want mama to cook something" asked my mother-in-law full of attention. 

"no need mama,, moreover, i am not used to eating late at night, i just used to drinking milk when i  hungry, Is there milk??" "i am asking at the same time looking to my mother in-law.

 "try to find it in the fridge, usually mama keeps it in there"she answer my question on her

 "Ok" I said then stepped closer to the refrigerator and opened it carefully then reached for a bottle containing milk.

 "Mama" I called slowly looking at my mother-in-law who was busy packing, is that if people who are used to working at home compared to me.

 "Yes, is there anything needs my help?" Replied my mother-in-law and turned to look at me stopping from continuing her work. 

"Mama, do you have any sleeping pills?  Can I get one?" I said hesitantly, afraid that my pelvis would break. 

"What do you want to do with the medicine?" Said my mother-in-law puzzled while frowning.

 "Nothing, I just want to ask" I said with a forced smile

 "Ohh,wait for a while i take it for you" said my mother-in-law then stepped closer to a cabinet located at the end of the kitchen a few minutes later my mother-in-law approached me in her hand there was medicine.  

"go it" said my mother-in-law while handing over a small plastic bag containing medicine without wasting time I reached for the plastic behind my serious face engraved with a small smile when thinking of the plan I planned a moment ago is now almost a reality but I quickly control my feelings if I do not want I and don't want to be questioned again.

 "Thank you mama" I said politely looking at him .

"It's okay" said my mother-in-law without suspicion.

 "Ok, I want to ask myself first, i wants to take a shower. This milk and medicine i bring up together" I said softly and then left the kitchen space with a glass of milk and medicine on the way to the my husband room.

 "Sorry allan boss because doing  like this to you but  matches the face of you, who told me to drag me it's time I took revenge" I murmured in my heart with a small laugh.

     When I arrived at the front door of the room without wasting time I knocked on the door then opened it with my heart I stepped in the first time entering the room I was stunned for a moment looking around the beautifully decorated room themed my favorite yellow-green color. 

 "Why are you standing there? Come in" rebuked someone who had just come out of the bathroom. 

  My focus shifted to the coming of the voice.

 "hai,,big boss" I said looking at my husband was standing in front of the room door.

   With hesitation I closed the room door and walked towards the table with milk that I had mixed with sleeping pills before entering and then put it on the table. 

"Hmmm, after you is ready to wear clothes to what to drink this milk, yes, I made it special for you" I said starting to carry out the plan that I arranged earlier.

 "Wow, thank you honey" said my husband  smiling looking at me from afar. 

welcome" I replied with a forced smile  

   A moment later I almost screamed when with the sling he removed the towel that wrapped around his waist a moment ago luckily I had time to hold it if I do not want to not he  surprised later cannot stand looking at the agenda that can destroy my faith I turned my back on him I do not believe I began to shadow the body of his seduced it the first time I saw the body of a man so close and that also had a relationship with me.

 "What's wrong with me? Are you not ashamed to have such a shadow in your mind?" I said slowly while tapping my head slowly so that I realized from shadowing your husband body. 

"It's not wrong you have such a shadow you deserve to imagine it because the man is your husband" said the voice of my heart .

"You do not love the man, you will lose when you think about it, after all, you are able to continue this household without love?" Said another voice of my heart inciting my mind. 

"You do not lose anything, this man is good, he will give you the happiness you have been looking for" said another voice of my heart. 

"No love! The man will leave you one day" said the voice of my heart again.

 "The man will give you happiness you" said the voice of my heart again. 

    The words fought with each other causing me to complain quite loudly because I could not resist the urge from my heart.

 "Troublesome right" I said slowly followed by a small complaint. 

"what are you said?it something wrong honey?" asked my husband suddenly surprised me I do not know how long it has been behind me I do not know. 

"It doesn't matter " I replied slowly while turning to face him. 

    For a moment I pondered and explored his whole handsome face. The feeling reappeared like that day. I was then. 

"Honey?"my husband calling .me and it made me startled from daydreaming  

"I'm sorry" I said softly while lowering my head because I was ashamed of my actions just now

. "something wrong?tell me what it is?"my husband asked as seldom as possible. 

"i said is nothing wrong, Does it mean anything?" I said angrily while widening my eyes then staring straight into his eyes.

 "This is what makes me can't stand to see this dear eye? It's very tempting" said my husband slowly bringing his face closer to mine. 

"don't!, really likes to take advantage" I said scolding him while turning his face away from being kissed. 

"This love kisses even a little hard, this love is not supporting  at all" said my husband angrily because his intention was not achieved. 

"you know but why still do it? You lose yourself" I said sarcastically still turning a lazy face looking at him. 

"honey, there is something in that your face" said  my husband causing me to turn to look at him 

"Where is it?" I said anxiously while looking at him He touched the 'cup' of my lips without my consent because he did not have time to dodge I could only struggle to beg to be released but it turned out that the effort was just in vain the tight my husband embrace caused me to become weaker to escape from him over time I let go of his actions and without me realizing I began to retaliate. it was because I lost with a kiss he that really melted my heart finally the situation was left for a long time so suddenly my heart whispered inciting me and awakened me from that situation with the energy I had and the state of his that was not ready I took the opportunity to push it away from me later stepping away from it.  

"how dare you!!" I said a little roughly almost dripping tears but I held on while looking at him with sharp eyes.

 "What for? Why with this love" he asked while wiping his lips gently looking at me in surprise. 

"you touch me without my consent! I do not like to know" I said screaming slowly while hugging his body with a sour face.

 "only for that?  Apparently only because you don't like i touch you  dear. I refuse you" said my husband while laughing slowly looking at me rubbish I looked at his behavior.

 "why are you laughing?  I wasted time looking at you  laughing like that" I said angrily watching his behavior that hurt me at that time.

 "oh my honey, willing or not like or not hate or not love that has become my  legitimate wife know will not forget the coat?come here to me,i help you  remind"said my husband  to me while looking at me with a meaningful.

"of course i remember,you not need to remind me" I said angrily while hugging the body holding back anger.

 "sure?" said my husband reminded me of the status I hated while looking at me with a mocking smile only God knows how hurt my heart was at that time.

 "I'm too lazy to qualify for you! The more I am treated, the more it becomes so that I don't waste time fighting with the boss at night like this"i said in angry tone. 

“just tell me if you want? said my husband slowly teasing me while smiling with raised eyebrows looking at me.

 "incense!" I said rudely and walked quickly towards the bathroom before I stepped into the bathroom I could remind he  about that special milk.

 "I just remember before I came out of this bathroom I want the boss to drink all my special milk otherwise I sleep in this bathroom do you understand?" I said seriously looking at him. 

"Wouldn't the special milk you love for this be willing to love sleeping in the bathroom coat? Very special to this milk?" Said my husband laughing looking at me it might be funny to hear it. 

"It's very special because the first time I made a drink for the boss" I said giving an excuse while looking at it. 

"Yes?" He said looking at me asking for certainty

. "Yes big boss" I said briefly continuing to enter the bathroom.

 "Thank you honey" said my husband a little loudly then reached for the glass containing the special milk and then drank it until it ran out. I who was in the bathroom laughed a little while dancing to my joy I cleaned myself while counting the time to wait for him to faint after drinking that special milk an hour had passed and finally I stepped out of the bathroom and I felt like I was in the bathroom for a long time. 

"Did you faint already my honey ? I hope I was lulled by a beautiful dream "I said slowly while opening the bathroom door slowly for safety I looked around to make sure he was asleep or not and finally I looked towards the bed.

" already asleep "I said slowly with a mischievous laugh later looking at him who was sleeping he was very sleepy I saw him sleeping.

 "Sorry big boss because doing  like this to you" I said with a happy smile.  

     after storing all my belongings slowly I approached the bed then reached for the pillow and slowly placed the land in the middle of the bed. 

"Don't let this boss get up until morning AMEN" I said praying while lying down next to him slowly.

"finally! I said relieved while carving a naughty smile with pleasure I closed my eyes slowly land. The clock shows 6 o'clock I used to get up early even though my whole body was in pain at that time but I forced myself to get up the first corner I saw was the person next to me.

 "Luckily I haven't woken up yet" I said slowly as I got off the bed with care. 

"Take a good bath again  before this crazy husband wake up, who knows there is something I can do in this house for example make breakfast for this new family even though I am not sure I can do it or not" I said slowly then stepped to reach the towel then stepped into the bathroom . 

"Good morning,early waking up" greeted my husband when I stepped out of the bathroom also caused me to scream in surprise.

 "big Boss" I shouted as I crossed my arms covering my body which was only a towel at that time and then looked at him.

 "honey" called my husband softly while looking at me who was just a towel. 

"I'm sorry" I said quickly reaching for the shirt that I had prepared on the table before entering the bathroom earlier then stepping quickly into the bathroom again.

 "There's something wrong with my wife even wearing clothes in the room, oh my wife" said my husband with a smile while shaking his head. 

"In the beginning,  woke up reminding me to get ready without interruption, apparently I thought I was wrong," I muttered to myself in the bathroom, putting one by one the clothes on my body.  

"honey" called my husband from outside suddenly while knocking on the bathroom door.

 "What else you wanting? you can't see people who are a little happy, you want to start disturbing people" I said slowly and then answered from inside.

 "Yes boss" I said from the bathroom while speeding up my use. 

"How long do you want to wear clothes? I want to take a shower" said my husband from outside. 

"wait for while i almost done" I said in the bathroom.

 "Bothering  people" I murmured in my heart. 

"honey"he call again.

 "What else? I want to go out here" I replied loudly .

"honey" called my husband again followed by the annoying laughter. 

"I'm so tired of sucking on this! Early in the morning I'm looking for a fight with me" I said slowly holding back my anger then quickly reached the bathroom door knob and pushed it a little rough.

 "Can't wait for people " I said when looking at his face that was stuck in front of the bathroom door.

 "i really need use our washroom,you so longer using it" replied my husband still smiling seductively looking at me rubbish. 

"Early in the morning you  made a lazy habit to serve you" I said giving in and stepped out of the bathroom door.

 "Won't you give up the coat? It's not fun like this" said my husband while following my every step.

 "What else do you want? you  said you  wanted to take a shower? Why did you follow me? I said angrily with his annoying behavior and then faced him.  

"i want you"he answer sluggishly causing me to take a step back to stay away from him. 

" don't made annoying  in front of me, what did the boss say when he went into the bathroom and then washed the brain clean! I look very yellow" I said sarcastically.

 "I love you so much, try to love me for a kiss  this morning" said my husband reprimanding my character who was not friendly to serve him. 

"Kiss?in your dream! Huu I do not bother to kiss people this morning blind" I said a little rough while hugging my  body. 

"it bother you but me no,i want to kiss people this morning,come to me" said my husband sluggishly with a small laugh approached me.

 "One more step the boss took I will shout let mama papa hear" I said threatening him while stepping away from him.

 "Scream, honey, do you remember that you are afraid? Let mama and papa hear you screaming when people ask me?i just answer you don't want to serve your  husband" he said slowly looking at me still walking slowly approaching me, I was afraid The situation is that I who had a misfortune without thinking long I stepped closer to the door of the room.

 "Where are you going? Oh, you want to run away from me, don't expect it" said my husband approaching me.

 "Ahaaaa" I screamed confusedly I opened the door then closed it quickly.

 "It is true that I sucked it early in the morning again, it made my life chaotic, I don't know what else he will do after this, God protect me from my husband who is sick, amen" I said slowly while praying. Without wasting time I went down the stairs and then arranged the steps to enter the kitchen I thought I was the first person to wake up apparently there was someone earlier than me reminded to make breakfast for my new family even though I was not wise.

my first day such as daughter in-law here,cooking breakfast for this family.