My love is a straightforward girl

sulking mode

"sweetheart, is your mummy inside ?" my husband asked softly when the door opened wide.

"yes, she inside, why?"our daughter answer he question, i did not think our daughter was good at acting in front of his papa.

"your mummy, what she doing now?”my husband asked her again while extending his neck to review my presence in the room.

"she sleeping already, daddy" she replied again, I almost laughed at the conversation between the father and daughter.

"i see" said my husband slowly, my guess when he said "i see" this play will end up there it seems I was wrong and the most I did not think was our daughter willing to turn her back on me.

For a moment I waited for the next word only the word ok from our daughter and I heard after that the door of the room closed slowly.

"Mummy" called our daughter while climbing on her bed.

"your daddy has gone to" I asked while looking at her at the same times i give her a sweet smile.

"yes, daddy, he’s gone already, mummy can i ask something?”Suddenly our daughter asking me and looking at me with a question mark full of questions.

"what is it?" I said looking at her face which was a bit confused looking at me.

"Mummy and daddy, both of you was play hide and seek? I noticed you lately really likes to sleep with me, you have a fight to" said our daughter frowned at the sign of not understanding the situation. I did not think that question from her and i was silent for a moment was very obvious to me avoid with her daddy so that even a girl as small as her feels with it.

"We did not fight, why did you say that? You do not like me to sleep with you?" I said carving a forced smile looking at her.

"i likes you to sleep here but i feel sorry daddy, he has no friends to sleep in the room, i doesn't care if i sleeps alone" said our daughter looked at me with a serious face.

"But I wants to be friends with you, play and sleep here, won't that also make your daddy angry?" I said lying to her at the same time I made a sad face reaction to her.

"I know but I was feel pity at daddy ,earlier he Looks sad and not good to make daddy like that" said our daughter like advising me who is more mature than her.

"yes I knows ,hmm..if you said like that, tonight is the last night I am sleeping here ok" I said while hugging her gently.

"promise to me" said our daughter in return for my hug.

"for my beautiful daughter I will and promise, ok let's go to bed I must get up early in the morning" I said softly releasing the hug then looked at her with a smile.

"Ok" she said and lay down next to me.

"Good night mummy, I love you" said our daughter at the same time she give me a sweet smile before she start close slowly her eyes.

"Good night and I love you too" I replied and gave a kiss on her forehead while lying down I was still thinking about her words just now.

"Using a child to force me to sleep in our room, you chose the wrong person, you deserves it "I murmured in my heart .

Exactly at five o'clock I woke up with a feeling of laziness I woke up while looking around then looked next to me I was wondering what was happening to me then what is now I am in our room while last night I slept in our daughter room?.

"Won't I sleep walking in a coat? It doesn't make sense right all this time I never even slept walking" I complained slowly while looking around finally my gaze stopped at someone who was sleeping under the bed.

"It must be my crazy husband of mine idea! how dare his" I said slowly looking at him feeling angry when thinking about it but finally I smiled myself lazy thinking about it I looked at the bell clock on the dressing table.

"It's too early for me to get ready ,look at him sleeping first" I said with a mischievous smile and then I lie down while looking at him who looked very sleepy that his face that is really handsome it looks handsome again when viewed from near his lips that formed his white face anyone will be attracted with him but what is surprising is why he likes women like me, I want to say I'm not beautiful at all, I really want to say I'm white, he's white than me, I'm not sure about his taste. People say mates don't care about anyone.

"I did not think I could get a handsome husband like he feels like a dream" I said slowly smiling mischievously looking at him for a few minutes I explored and watched he who was sleeping and suddenly he woke me up confused standing and afraid of what I did not do That makes senses

“good morning honey “he great me slowly and quickly got up from his bed while I stood stiffly behind him waiting for his words. If he said sorry then I would forgive him.

"Why did you do that? Bring me in here? " I said seriously without turning around and didn’t look at him to cover the nervousness in my heart also afraid he realised my actions just now.

" I'm sorry for making you like this but I have to" said my husband defending himself as he stepped closer to me.

"Stay where you are and let me know why you was willing to lift me from sehyun room last night?" I said a little hard to hold back my anger and still did not turn to look at him.

"its about my mother, she entered our room, she asked me where you are? i said you are at our daughter room and play with her and she also asking me about us, are both of us fight each other or not? I said we not, that why I willing to bring you in our room secretly what matter happen ,I do not want mama thing something happen "said my husband at length explaining why he was willing to lift me from our daughter room in the middle of the night. by my mother-in-law but to admit it is the same as I gave up on her.

"Why didn't you let me know yesterday" I said again while hugging my body.

"I want to tell you yesterday but sehyun said you is asleep so I do not want to wake up you and at the same time i ask for help from our smart daughter" said my husband followed by his laughter that hurt me early in the morning.

"Ask for help for what" I asked angrily because I was being played by them while turning to face him.

"to be my spy while transporting you from her room to our room, I told her to observe the situation around when I picked up you where do you know mama there is a time maybe god is on our side without obstacles i managed to smuggle you into our room" replied my husband at the same time he looked at me with a seductive look.

"Daughter and the daddy it same at all" I said frowning looking at him as a sign of dissatisfaction.

"I know you are still angry with me because Diana sabotaged the proposal paper you made, I apologize but as an employer in the company i cannot be your side immediately, what other staff say and people must think I’m on your side because you are my wife" said my husband seriously looked at me, he give me a long explanations about what happen at our work place.

"Are you afraid of the staff? Or are you afraid your big baby will be embarrassed?" I said slowly looking at him cynically.

"That your spice mouth, how many time I said! She not my big baby or mistress “said my husband slowly starting to step closer to me who was holding back his anger.

“Who know the true? Everyone didn’t know" I said challenging looking at him who was now in front of me.

Just a moment we staring each other.

"so are you willing to accept if I and Diana in relationship? If you willing, why not, I must enjoy it?" said my husband challenging me at the same time he looked right into my eyes I was silent for a while because I did not dodge as usual he began to approach his face to me a moment later I felt my lips kissed slowly wanting me to stop his actions but my body seemed locked His gentle kiss was able to destroy my faith and because I did not stop his actions and he dared to kiss my sweet lips again.

It is true the saying of people as strong as our faith when women and men both in one place our faith will waver without coercion, I am comfortable with the kiss without I was forced to reply to it. It is true that I thought I had been in love with he all this time. I was just afraid to admit it, I was afraid the incident would happen again, for a long time our situation was like that, he finally supported me towards the bed and slowly his lips are playing now his hands are also playing d slowly, he started to open one by one the buttons of my pyjamas I just let it go but the situation did not go anywhere because suddenly a voice awakened me from the situation, the chaos of he body ,I pushed with the unprepared he situation made it easier for me to push it.

"I'm sorry I cannot" I said slowly and went down to the bed without looking at him.

"Why not? Just now its ok" said he while looked at me with disappointment because his intention was rejected.

"I'm sorry" was the only thing I could say without looking at him I quickly reached for a towel then walked towards the bathroom.

"What have I done? I easily surrendered to he, you really do not love the body" I murmured in my heart as I stepped into the bathroom.

After getting ready that morning I rushed to the office without breakfast afraid to face my husband and ashamed of events that morning. The incident that morning caused me to often avoid colliding with his I was so busy with work that I often told Adam to arrange an appointment with a customer at lunch time for this reason I use to avoid any discussion with my husband. In the hustle and bustle of preparing a paper that should be presented in front of customers who are important to my company I was shocked by a knock on the door of my office room.

"Come in" I said briefly my eyes were still focused on my laptop and typing fast..

"Hi boss, can I disturb you for a moment? There is something I want to discuss with the boss" Adam asked when he stepped in and then sat on the chair in front of me.

"Aren't you busy now? What do you want to talk to me about? about our big boss?" I said slowly without looking at the man sitting in front of me.

"It's not about our big boss, why does you miss with our big boss? Okay? What is it" said Adam slowly looking at me with an confused look.

"I don't miss him!, how do you know the boss is looking for me? What are you thinking trying to get out of thinking about such a thing" I said quite seriously angrily hearing the insinuation from Adam.

"It's not like that, he did not discuss the household matters of other people and i came here to discuss about ammonia company negotiations with dynamite company earlier and the company informed me that the discussion will be held outside the office" said Adam He looked at me seriously and then I looked at him as a sign that i did not understand what he was saying just now."You mean" I asked looking at Adam with a raised eyebrow.

"I mean dynamite company wants to have the discussion outside of office hours and not in the meeting room." Said adam again explaining the real situation.

"Outside? Why? Its it the old man get out of he mind? Trash it" I said slowly frowning as a sign of dissatisfaction with the news that Adam conveyed.

" I am not sure about that and for you knowledge our meeting discussion this time was manage by son of Mr. David who is the leader" said Adam looking at me.

"Mr. David’s son? Who? I do not know the old man has a son" I said frowning looking back at the past who knows I forgot this article.

"Indeed, we do not know the existence of the boy because he has just returned from abroad" said Adam again.

"Just returned from abroad? Should the discussion this time be different from the others apparently follow the way of westerners what is the fate of getting customers like this. But it is also good not to be very bored during the discussion later. Hmmmm… when the discussion is made?”I said and asking Adam for certainty.

"Tomorrow night ,there is another thing that you should know the discussion this time will be made for three days supposedly Mr. David's son wants to do the negotiations with a holiday atmosphere" said Adam again made me sigh loudly.

"damn it, waste it the way he does work, waste time right remember his company to whom we should discuss" I said sighing looking at Adam.

"What can we do for that is to be patient, after all, the company is the company that has been working with us for the longest time, just follow their wishes" said Adam with a smile looking at my face that looked tense..

"what ever!, so tomorrow you will assist me right?" I asked Adam to ask for certainty.

"Yup I am, so can I go" said Adam as he stood up from his seat and started walking towards the door.

"adam" I called slowly and looking at him with a serious face.

"Yes, boss, what's wrong?" Adam asked and turned to look at me.

"Is there a big boss in his office?" I said hesitantly looking at Adam with a raised eyebrow.

"yes, why??"he answer and asking me again and looking at me in surprise.

"Nothing, just want to know? Lunch with me today, count into my account “I said carving a sweet smile looking at Adam who was surprised.

"are you sure about that? What will he say later? If his wife has lunch with her secretary, he will not be angry?"adam said and asking for confirmation from me.

"All this time I have always eaten with your big boss, sure he will not angry, do worry, I will take care of it ok" I said persuading him who looked sceptical.

"In that case, I agree, thank you boss, it's ok, i came out first, there is work I need to do" said Adam, smiling at me.

"Well do not forget to know and another I am not bothered you understand what I said" I said seriously looking at Adam.

"Including our big boss?" Said Adam looking at me with a meaningful look because he knew I often avoided our big boss.

"Yup" is my short answer.

"Ok but I do not guarantee" said Adam looked at me seriously.

"Okay but at least you insist a little ok" I said looking at him seriously.

"Well, I'll go first boss" said Adam and turned the knob of my office door.

in the hustle and bustle of packing things in my luggage I was startled by a voice that I often avoid being afraid of being sued like the incident that morning, I hurried to work to avoid it but I stopped for a moment to hear the words that came out of the mouth of my husband.

“also packing my cloth together ,It's very difficult to carry a lot of luggage "said my husband slowly sitting in front of me.

"Why I have to do that?" I asked slowly looking at him with a serious face a sign of confused.“your secretary didn’t tell you about who came with you to attend the meeting? because he cannot come with you tomorrow? so i replace he place" said my husband slowly looking at me with raised eyebrows hearing that he caused me to almost scream.

"What is he!? are you not joking with me this blind night right?" I said seriously looking at him asking for certainty.

"Is it true what you said, yesterday he come to me and he said he cant be with you tomorrow and he wants me to replace his place, he did not inform you?" Said my husband surprised looking at me who was confused.

"Nothing either" I said looking at him seriously.

"This can not be this I can not go with him! he must teased me like that morning, I do not want to" I murmured in my heart while thinking about what will happen later.

"If you do not believe, you can call him now" said my husband realising me from daydreaming, after hearing he said I reached for the mobile phone located on the table and dialled Adam's number I just want to make sure what he said was true or not and does not play me, a few minutes waiting for the line to be picked up I looked at him with a look confused face.

"adam, it that you?" I said slowly still looking at my husband who also looked at me.

"yes, I am" replied adam on the line.

"its that true you didn’t come with me tomorrow to attend the meeting with dynamite company?" I asked in serious tone.

"seem our big boss told you already, yes I cannot attend the meeting with you tomorrow” said adam slowly and soft tone, that make blood become high than usual.

"after this I will calculated it with you" I said briefly and simple word, it means I will scold him because of this.

"It is true that i can not follow you tomorrow because there are matters that I need to resolve you does not mind going with our big boss?" Said adam explaining.

"Why didn't you inform me at the beginning, that you were really bothering me, right?” I said that I rarely deliberately put pressure on Adam.

"I'm sorry boss i did not intend to do this" said Adam slowly.

"It's already a thing so what else can I do. After this if there is anything you inform me first I know" I said seriously while frowning holding back my anger.

" I am sorry boss" said Adam softly on the line.

"Is ok and I understood I also apologize for bothering you in the middle of night" I said softly giving in to the situation again and it was completely wrong.

"I am sorry boss, I'm also wrong because I didn't inform you early" said Adam again.

"got it and later we talk again I want to pack clothes to bring tomorrow" I said while taking a deep breath.

"Ok boss" said adam slowly.

"Bye and good night" I said briefly then pressed the red button to disconnect the line.

"Satisfied" my husband asking me after the line was disconnected while looking at me with raised eyebrows.

At the moment I was just stay silence without answer his question and after then I open my mouth to saying my discussion which I don’t want attend to the meeting.

“can I cancel our meeting with dynamite company? i thing I can handle it without adam with us” I said slowly and careful a the same time I looking to him with serious face.

“no! ,we must go!”answer my husband with serious tone and a bit loud. I look at him with sulking face.