My love is a straightforward girl

He knows my secret

   For a moment I was silent enjoying the kiss done by my husband on my bare neck, the gentle kiss and the movement of his hand on my body made me glued without replying, I only woke up from his drifting temptation when his hand began to open one by one the buttons of my light blue shirt.  

"Ok I made a coffee boss so now let me go" I said quickly while pushing he  body from uniting with me. 

"I changed my mind I do not want coffee I want to love lunch with you ok" said  my husband began to approach my face.

 "you!, I do not want to" I said while turning my face,like he know my weakness such a situation caused the feeling like at our wedding ceremony first appeared again my heart began to beat fast. 

"damn it" I said in my heart.

 "you like  it or not you  must have lunch with me, if it is not" he whispered in my ear without me realizing I nodded in agreement.

 "good girl" said my husband then kissed my forehead gently while smiling happily.

 "is there anything else? " I said contemplating it.

 " i am happy for the first time you not to object to my request" he said still hugging me.

 "Boss do you want to let me go or not? Now at work there are many more things I have to prepare" I said seriously began to struggle. 

"Let go of  you? Yes, but with one condition" said my husband with a seductive smile. 

"What other conditions is this boss?" I said biting my lip holding back my anger and disgust, I also served this crazy husband of mine.

 "one more kiss" Said my husband while holding my chin to face him then put his index finger on my lips hurt right I was treated like that.

 "oh god!, I do not know what else to do to stop all the crazy work on you?" I said while sighing looking at him.  

"whatever" said my husband  smiled cynically in response to my gaze.

 "you really want it  so badly?" I said without realizing that my words came out angry, even the language can change.

 "yes"my husband reply it while looking at me without blinking eyes may not believe what he heard just now. 

" this is last time i follow your wish!" I said without answering the question earlier then without coercion I kissed his lips softly at the same time I could feel the hug on my waist so loose the opportunity I took the opportunity to let go yourself from it. Without waiting for the words that would come from he mouth, I walked quickly leaving the room with a heart so sick only god knows how much I wanted to erupted my anger in front of him, then after entering the room I immediately locked the door of the room then dialed my secret phone number to give instructions that I do not want anyone to bother me at that time including my husband and instructions received finally I have the opportunity to be alone without interruption from others while alone I recall what I did a moment ago I did not expect i kiss he  lips ,I kissed immediately my lips I touched while frowning in disbelief I have the courage to do it. 

 "Is it true what I did just now? Shame on me" I said to myself while rubbing my face followed by a small complaint.

 "you  must be smiling happy right now because what you  wants you got it free" I said moaning softly. 

"Ehhhh ..! continue work, it's good to waste time, I just thought I sucked on it, so I also felt like he didn't want me" I said against the voice of my heart.  

   Finally, I was able to concentrate fully on my work, which is a lot, the wedding holidays have a reason, I can already have a husband who made me stress, if every day like this with me, I will go crazy. But surprisingly when I am so close to he a feeling will appear I myself do not know why I have such a feeling when our body is close to the desire to look at his face up close because that is when he  is so close to me immediately I turn my face to another place afraid I can't control my desires. Is it possible that I am in love with he? Only god knows what will happen after this. In the hustle and bustle of doing my work I was startled by a knock from the room door. 

"Who" I asked from inside while stopping to work. 

"I am Mrs boss" said Adam from outside because I had locked the door from the inside with the steps I had to step closer to the door then turned the doorknob for a moment then Adam stepped in with a message from my  husband.

 "Big boss, wait for you downstairs" said Adam standing facing me.

 " wait for me downstairs ? For what" I asked puzzled while looking at Adam with a wrinkled face a sign that  i am did not understand the meaning of he  said just now.

 "Ask you to go lunch, what else is it now, it's lunch time" replied Adam looking at my confused face while raising his eyebrows. 

"Yes? what time is it now ”I asked while patting my forehead gently as a sign of forgetting the promise I made. 

"five minutes before twelve " replied Adam while looking at his watch. 

" I forgot, please ,hope our boss is not upset later I will be lazy to hear people licking this earache I heard it" I said complaining about the fate of Adam. 

"Be patient,sehun boss is not only the boss here, but he is also your husband, he likes or dislikes you, he has to face it ok" said Adam giving me advice.

" Sorry I did not like him to marry, did I not suffer like this ? What is the important thing now I have to face the president,who is handsome, I just have to be patient"i said slowly.

 ""no comment, it's better if you come down now, your beloved husband will get even angrier" " said Adam surprised me from daydreaming. 

"I agree, let's go" I said as I reached for my handbag that was on my desk. 

"But he is sincere, I want to give more advice, take care of him because he are good husband, when he is tired of waiting for love to collect love from you, maybe he is looking for another good woman, if other people are not with Diana, he makes a scandal, your are in trouble”said adam making me silent for a moment hearing his words. 

"With Diana's?, he wants to make a scandal? Why am I angry? I like that I can live freely after being divorced" I said slowly looking at Adam with a face that did not care. 

"Would it be nice if  he wanted to divorce you? If he sentenced him to hang without a rope, what would it be like? What will you do?" Said Adam suspecting me by giving the scary assumption.

 "Want to do that with me? Well, I will ruin their household, I will confiscate all the boss's property and I will not let them live happily. In other words, I am completely against it. ”I said enthusiastically while making an evil face. 

"Willing to" Adam asked with a smile while shaking his head when he heard my words just now.

 “Well you know me right? It depends on the situation if he is willing to make me like that, why am I not willing. What else do I want to do will not be silent coat? I opened a perfect wife to hold on to things that I know it does not benefit me. I have to wait a long time?my answer is no ”I said changing the topic of conversation while stepping out.  

"Ok" said adam and followed me from behind we left the office together. 

 "whatever!, is the important thing I fulfill this last promise I will not follow his will again trash me treated like this"i said slowly.

   my own complaint in the elevator because Adam did not follow me down. after I got out of the elevator with a heart that I had to step in search of the presence of my husband in the parking lot of the car. A few minutes I searched finally I found it at the end of the parking lot.

 "It's too far for me to park the car" I said slowly as I walked closer to his car.

 "Why is it so slow? i wait a long time" said my husband while looking at me with a sharp look.

 "Sorry it's late there is work I have to prepare" I said giving an excuse without looking at him  shame in my heart there is still a reminder of what I did this morning. 

"It's over so where do we want to eat"my husband asked me gently.

 "it up to you, I'll just come with you" I said looking at him with a serious face. 

"Ok, if that's the case, I want to eat at a place that I always eat, I love it, of course I like it" said my husband with a happy smile because finally he had the opportunity to eat with me.

 "Ok" I said briefly looking at him.

 "Let's just walk that place close to our office only" he said and reached for my hand to follow in his footsteps.

 "No need to hold my hand I can walk on my own" I said slowly while gently pulling my hand away from his hand. 

"you are not sporting at all, give me the opportunity to be lovely at this moment" he said angrily with my behavior which is not friendly with him.  

 "Do you know? This is considered good,I follow your instructions and wishes !, if this heart is followed, I will not follow you I am actually lazy to go" I said a little cynically looking at him without a smile on his lips 

"Ok ok i am admit defeat let's go" said my husband raised both his hands up while smiling warmly. 

"Wouldn't it be nice if you was always like this? We don't always fight when we are together" I said while carving a cynical smile looking at him.

 "i am just kidding and joking around,why you take it serious?" said my husband teasing me while looking at me with a mocking face. 

"don't what to stop it?you do not start when I return to the office later let the boss go to lunch alone face to face" I said threatening him.

 "ok ok,lets go" said my husband  then pinched my cheek gently.

"It hurts !" I said while gently rubbing my cheek which was a bit sore as a result of the pinch from him. 

"Sorry honey accidentally. It hurts?" He said sounding worried and then gently touched my cheek.

 "you are  really likes to take advantage, I do not like you touch me randomly" I said angrily while looking at him with a disgusted look.

 "uuu? just a small touch i cant still do it?can not go even a little bit?" my husband said slowly and teasing with me

 "yes! cannot" I said while emphasizing the word CANNOT!.

 "I love you" he said while shaking his head as a sign of dissatisfaction with me.

 "How far is it to that place? I'm hungry" I said looking around. 

"We have arrived, let's go in" asked  my husband when we stopped in front of a restaurant near our office.  

     We walked into the restaurant together and then found a comfortable seat, while eating he  looked so cheerful and happy but I kept quiet a lot listening to he joking and funny story, which sometimes made me laugh and this is the first time I ate with him often at such times I will eat with sarah and liana and also the other staff in the staff rest room.

     The awkward feeling dominated me at that time, the boss always noticed that I really had a sore throat when I received the food served. It can be said that today is an unfortunate day for me to eat less comfortably coupled with food that I can not eat but I had to eat it even though it was a bit hard for my stomach to accept it later in order to keep the heart of my husband  who is really happy to order it and to avoid quarrels between the two of us even though I don't mind fighting with him but I realize fighting in front of sustenance is not a good practice, it doesn't matter if it's just the two of us I attack him completely, while eating I pray in my heart to be avoided from problems and also pray that my gastritis does not attack after eating food that allows my gastric to attack.

    An hour of eating, we finally went back to the office together. Just a few minutes later, unfortunate happened to me, it turned out that my prayers were not answered, finally the problem that I avoided happened and my gastritis attacked at first I thought I could survive but in the end I could not survive the pain only God knows how I felt it, the pain caused me to sit helpless to withstand the pain with the energy available I finally decided to ask for help from my secretary then reached for the phone and dialed number one.

 "Adam entered my room for a moment" my direction was weak while putting the phone ring back to its original place then sat back on the floor while holding back the pain. Five minutes later Adam stepped into my office room

. "Mrs Boss" he called loudly and immediately approached me anxiously. 

"Adam my stomach" I said weakly while holding my aching stomach.  

"Why?what wrong with your stomach?" Adam asked anxiously looking at me who was holding back the pain. 

"My gastritis is attacking and it hurts a lot" I moaned weakly while looking at Adam. 

"I took you to the hospital now" said Adam anxiously looking at my condition at that time, without answering Adam's words I closed my eyes holding back the pain at the same time I heard Adam calling someone. 

"big boss your wife is fainted, come here quickly" said Adam anxiously then put the phone ringing again just a few seconds the door of my office room was opened by people roughly, my husband  stepped in with a surprised face approached me and put my head on it.

 "honey,what wrong?"my husband  asked anxiously while gently slapping my cheek.

 "let go,take her to the hospital now" said Adam looking at him. 

"Okay" said my husband then supported me who was weak and then stepped out of my office room with the situation I was raised unconscious causing the whole office to be noisy for a while but finally began to be silent when sarah told them to do their work.

       At the hospital, I was given an injection of painkillers and lay unconscious.my husband seemed to be waiting for the news about me, Adam tried to calm him down, a few minutes later the doctor who treated me came face to face with him who was waiting for me outside the emergency room door.

 "What about my wife doctor" he asked when the doctor who treated me came out of the emergency room. 

"your wife in a safe condition I have given an injection to reduce the pain. Hmmm… can I ask something? Said the doctor looked at him with hesitation. 

"Ask about what doctor" asked my husband a little anxious his face looked very worried.  

"did You know your wife has a fairly severe gastritis?" asked the doctor seriously looking at him.

 "I do not know about that,why doctor?"he asking  in surprise while he was worried about my health. 

"your wife never know the food she can't eat?" Said the doctor again. 

"i am not sure about that, what wrong  with my wife ?so bad to the gastric her suffered?" he asking again and  more anxious to hear it.

 "Like what I said earlier, your wife has a fairly bad gastritis but it is not dangerous" the doctor replied calmly looking at the anxious my husband.

 "what you means?"he asked confused not understanding what doctor was treating me.

 "I mean your wife has a fairly severe gastritis where every time she eats food that can cause her gastritis to attack like today" said the doctor explaining my condition to my husband  who Looks confused with my actual condition. 

"What my wife can not eat doctor" asked my husband again.

 "Spicy food such as your wife certainly knows what she can not eat" replied the doctor briefly.

 "Thank you doctor can I visit my wife?" he asking again with seriously looking at the doctor.

 "Yes and for your knowledge your  wife can go out today as well but wait for him to realize first now let him rest" said the doctor again with a friendly smile. 

"Thank you doctor"he said with a smile while shaking hands with the doctor.  

"Ask yourself first" said the doctor again and then left the place, he stepped into the examination room then approached my bed. 

"Why don't you tell me that you  can't eat spicy food,  i am  not angry even if you does not eat" said my husband alone and then touched my cheek gently feeling guilty for controlling him because he is the cause of me becoming like that.

 "what are the doctor said about your wife?" Adam asked as he stepped into the room.

 "she  is okay,hmm.. I can ask you something?" my husband asked then looked at the man next to him. 

"what its it?" asked Adam puzzled looking at him with a frown. 

"you has been working under my wife for a long time, right?did you  knows that she has gastritis?" my husband  asked slowly. 

"sure i know and as far as I know she  can not eat spicy food too" replied Adam while looking at my husband  with a frown puzzled by he question. 

"why she didn't told me that she cannot ate spicy during our lunch or  she doesn't even know what she can't eat, what a husband like me is, she doesn't even know me when we ate lunch earlier" said my husband a little upset with my attitude that likes to keep secrets from him.

 " don't blame yourself, after all, it's safe now,you don't worry so much," said Adam giving advice to him. 

"But" said my husband  stopped when Adam interrupted his conversation.

 "Nothing but more importantly your wife  safe now you  do not worry" said adam then gently patted the back of he sign of encouragement.

 "Okay" said my husband while carving a forced smile and then touched my cheek again. 

"she has to be detained at the hospital" Adam asked looking at my husband .

 " she can  back home  today too? Just wait until she realizes until the doctor allows her  to come back" replied my husband  briefly still looking at me who was lying unconscious.  

"i see"said adam simply at the same time he take a light breath and release slowly.