I am not sure what I am doing anymore. Am I lying to myself? Or am I just merely curious what being with Robbie would feel like? I need to give us a few days to think about what we mean to each other. He needs to think about us. We never really were an us. These last few days are the closest we have ever been. His lips are the softest lips I have ever tasted.
Mark isn’t a bad kisser. But, in all honesty, Robbie was right. We did rush into this engagement, but to be fair, Mark asked me in front of his whole family, friends, and a cameraman was present. There was no way I could have said no with an audience like that. I never did tell Robbie our engagement story. I am sure he wouldn’t be interested in anything like that, especially after the last few days.
Hazel arrives at my house. Of m
