How I fell for my twin

Chapter five

Ava's POV

Everything went blank for a second my mind needed a second to process what Jake just told us. He's moving out and tomorrow. This boy is bloody confusing,One minute he's kissing me next he's leaving me.

So what we did repulsed him so bad that he couldn't stand being near me. It hurt like hell,yha all those times he introduced a girl or I saw or heard about his experiences it hurt but it didn't compare to this. He doesn't want me six years of wanting, longing, hurting and loving from a distance always held one question is we weren't twins would he want me? The answer was a hard NO.

I ran upstairs as fast as I could shut the door leaned back against it until I hit the floor as the tears kept going down my face. I brought my knees to my chest.

It hurt ,so bloody much. I don't know if it was the kiss or something I did. But when I looked back he kissed me not the other way around. But then again he was drunk,he probably thought I was Bianca.

While I was running possibilities of what caused him to leave, this morning he ignored me and maybe he just found me disgusting for kissing him back. I heard knocking at my door and Jake was telling to open up. But I couldn't my heart felt like it would break all over again. He already rejected me maybe he is here to tell me I disgusted him for kissing him back. I mean I'm his twin sister.

Jacob's POV

Seeing Ava run up the stairs with tears in her eyes made me feel even more horrible for kissing her she probably is reliving her trauma.

Mom suggested I go talk to her,going up to her room was hard. When I knocked and told her to open ,she didn't open nor she answered.

What am I even thinking she see's me as her assaulter probably r****t maybe being in a closed off room with me terrified her to death. So I just said goodbye and left