How I fell for my twin

Chapter four

Jacob's POV

I have never done anything as stupid as this in my eighteen years of living.

I got drunk more than usual. And gave in to my feelings for my sister .I knew last night that I shouldn't drink but Bianca kept telling me to drink and if I wanted to keep our relationship alive I had to.

And now I had to deal with the consequences of my actions but I had to keep my feelings at bay.

What would people think?Our parents?And what if she rejected me.

Ugh this is why I plan on ignoring her along with my feelings. When mom asked about the glass she drank milk with those memories all came back and I couldn't sit across from her and do nothing about it. I might have done something stupid like go over to her and kiss her again.

Those lips felt nice against mine ,felt so good if mom didn't call her I knownestly don't know what I would have done.

The fact she kissed me back kept playing in my mind but then she probably was just doing it because she couldn't push me back like she wanted. Now I'm laying in bed feeling guilty that I may have forced her into kissing me.

She might have been so scared. I mean I'm taller , muscular and built like a tank and she is tiny,short and petite woman .She didn't stand a chance.

So now I have concluded that she just kissed me back out of fear nothing more nothing less. Plus she will probably appreciate the fact that I am not in her way so she doesn't have to come face to face with someone she isn't sure will keep his hands off her and she won't have to live in constant fear.

Luckily for the both of us. A scholarship I was offered had an apartment and I could move in immediately. She will feel safer and I will be able to go get some self-control.

She is the last person I want to hurt .Or to be scared of me. So I called the woman from the company offering me the scholarship to let them know I will be moving in tomorrow. Now all I have to do is tell my family