Ava's POV
"You, all I have wanted was you. But you just wanted all those other girls and not me. Jake you hurt me." I looked at him with tears threatening to come.
Fine it's not how I how I expected this conversation to go but I needed to get these emotions out. Jake's thumb whipped away a tear I didn't know had fallen.
" Ava, I dated all those girls to keep my feelings for you at bay. I always thought you wouldn't want me and you would hate me and avoid me, If I don't keep them to myself Heck the night of the kiss all that alcohol made me lose my self-control and i thought you were now scared of me because you weren't strong enough to push me away and being around me scared you. That's why I left home but the truth is, Ava I love you more than my little sister or my twin it's more of a romantic way when I see you with other guys I get so jealous. Ava I love you so much it hurts."
When Jake finished I didn't know what to say" Ava please say something." Finally coming out of it I spoke. " Jake, I love you too. But what about..." I didn't get to finish what I was saying when Jake's came crashing down on mine, the pressure had me pushing harder into the door.
But I responded with the same amount of passion. Jake's tounge pushed past my lips and fought with mine in my mouth for dominance, of course he won.
I started to become breathless but I didn't want to stop. Tilting my head to the side so I could kiss him better, our lips moving sink. My hands in his hair.
He pulled away from the kiss to my disappointment and rested his head on mine. " Ava, I don't care about other people. I care about you, Please just be mine."
Jake was looking me in the eye's with those grey orbs holding so much love for me. " But aren't you with Bianca. I know we have to keep this a secret but I refuse to be some sort of side chick." I told him still keeping eye contact. Jake just smiled.