I spend the majority of my week recalling my embarrassing encounter with Eli. The more I think about it, the more I beat myself up. He didn't even try to contact me these last few days and I can't say I expected him to. I can't imagine how much that hurt him. Dominic, still extremely unaware of the true catalyst behind the 'break up,' keeps insisting that I'm not a bad person and that it's Eli's loss. The only person I figured I could tell without feeling extreme bouts of embarrassment is Kat. She listens to me with open ears and nods occasionally, not making any grimaces or faces of discomfort when I tell her of my mistakes. When I finish, she exhales for a brief second before shrugging. "I mean honestly, it was bound to end," she confesses. "You like Dominic. Eli likes you. You want a

