200. Javier Right now, I couldn't trust anyone. For all I knew, they were all traitors and had been sent to make sure that I was dead. "Where were you when the whole pack turned on me? Where were you when they took our pack from us?" My voice trembled, a mixture of rage and betrayal seeping into every word. My chest ached, the pain so raw it felt like my heart was being torn apart all over again. I was all alone. I had nothing. Why would I believe that Josh cared and that was why he was here? Where had he been? "Calm down, first—" "I should calm down? I should calm down? Josh, how dare you? How could you?" Without thinking, I shoved Josh—just a light push, not meant to harm. But the moment it happened, my body went rigid and I couldn't hold on to him. I couldn't reach him. I wasn't

