159. Athena I hate life and I wish that I can just sleep and not wake up. But if wishes were horses… I woke up feeling groggy, my entire body aching as if I hadn't spent the night lying on the bed but working somewhere in a farm. My muscles throbbed with exhaustion, my limbs stiff and uncooperative and my mind tired and groggy. But I knew why. It was simple. I hadn't slept a wink last night, and now my body was paying the price. Not just my body—my heart, too. It was shattered into uncountable pieces, as if someone had taken a sledgehammer and done his work well. I couldn't believe life had to be this cruel to me. Time and time again, I had hoped and smiled only to be crushed further than I had risen from. I was exhausted. I just wanted it to stop. Just when I thought things were fin

