The news came out and we became officially helpless.
I was hating everything going on around me. I didn’t hate her, but I simply wasn’t prepared for it. I didn’t even realize when I started escaping from my responsibilities and began looking for ways to get away from her, my house, and even myself.
Despite my best efforts to maintain my sanity, I was still in the midst of the situational crisis. Amma and Mariyam ji on the other hand were in their own universe. The energy and the vibe in the house was so different, so good like never before. They all were filled with joy and were extremely overwhelmed.
I hated it but I had to pretend to be happy about the news. I thought I would handle until I got a call from India. It was Chitti. She was literally scream-singing to me in my ears. Of cou
