Jacob I’d had just enough alcohol to make me horny. I wanted s*x. I wanted it badly, and the only woman I could think about f*****g was Kina. That’s how it had been for me since I met her, and it was really throwing me off my game. The last time I’d been with her, it had been fantastic. Orgasmic. There was no way to explain how good it was with her other than saying I wanted it again. I’d called her to tell her that, and she’d accepted coming over again. A part of me was thrilled. A part of me was surprised. I didn’t think she would do it, but when I’d called her she’d agreed. It just made me feel hornier. The alcohol in my system was enough to push away all the reasons why I shouldn’t f**k her. There were reasons for me not to do it. I had a lot of s**t going on with my past, and I

