Protocol

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Noa didn't sleep. Not really. She lay in her own bed for maybe four hours doing something that resembled sleep from the outside, tossing, checking her phone, staring at the ceiling and running the same conversation through her head on a loop until the words stopped meaning anything. By six in the morning she'd given up entirely and just sat at her kitchen table with cold coffee, watching the sky go from black to gray to something almost blue. She packed a bag like she was going to prison. That thought actually made her laugh, one short ugly sound in the empty kitchen, because maybe that wasn't far off. The car Vasko Group sent was black, unremarkable, the kind of car that wanted to be forgotten the second it passed you on the street. The driver didn't talk. She didn't try either. She spent the ride with her forehead against the window, watching the city wake up around her like nothing had changed, like she hadn't spent last night finding out her boss ran a company that disappeared people. Her new office was smaller than her old one. That was the first thing she noticed, and she almost laughed again, because of course. Of course the cage came with worse furniture. "Ms. Bright." A woman was waiting by the door, tall, composed, the kind of professional stillness that made Noa immediately suspicious of everyone on this floor now. "I'm Renata. Mr. Vasko asked me to get you settled." Noa's brain snagged on the name for half a second before she placed it, Renata Cho, she'd seen the name somewhere in the files last night, one of the shell entities, or maybe not, maybe she was imagining connections that weren't there yet, seeing ghosts in every name because that's what her brain did now apparently, turned every stranger into a suspect. "Settled," Noa repeated. "Right. Sure." Renata didn't smile, exactly, but something moved at the corner of her mouth that might have been amusement. "Your badge will get you to this floor and the cafeteria. Nothing else. If you need something outside those two places, you call me." "And if I don't want to call you." "Then you don't get it." Renata said this the way someone reads out a weather report, no threat in it, no warmth either. "Security protocol. Nothing personal." Everything about this felt personal, Noa thought, but she didn't say it, because saying it out loud would mean admitting how much her hands had started shaking again the second she stepped off the elevator. She lasted three hours before curiosity did what caution couldn't stop. The file access on this floor was more restricted than her old terminal, obviously, but not restricted enough, and by ten in the morning she'd found a workaround into an older archive of closed contracts, not the live financials Kieran clearly assumed she'd stay away from, just old paperwork, dead files, the kind of thing nobody bothers locking twice. That's where she found Talia. Not directly. A signature on an old lease agreement, Talia Vasko, an apartment three blocks from here, dated two years back, cosigned by Kieran. Noa sat there staring at the name for longer than she should have, turning it over, trying to fit it into the shape of the man from last night. A sister. He had a sister. Somehow that felt like more information than the wire transfer had given her, more dangerous somehow, because a monster with a sister was a person, and a person was harder to hate cleanly. Stop, she told herself. Stop building a story out of one signature. You don't know anything yet. You are an accountant, not a psychologist, and definitely not whatever this is, whatever this thing is where you sit in a stranger's office trying to humanize the man who's holding you here. She closed the file. She opened it again. She closed it for real this time. Dmitri found her at lunch. She didn't know his name yet, not then, just clocked him as the man who'd been watching her a beat too long from across the cafeteria, arms crossed, jaw set in a way that read less like curiosity and more like calculation. He crossed the room without hurrying, which somehow made it worse, and pulled out the chair across from her without asking. "You're the audit girl," he said. Not a question either. Everyone here seemed to speak exclusively in statements, like question marks were a weakness they'd all agreed to stop using. "Noa," she said. "Not girl. Bright." "Dmitri." He didn't offer a last name, and she didn't ask for one. "You found something you shouldn't have." Her stomach dropped, fast and cold, and she hated how visible that must have been on her face, because his eyes flicked down for half a second like he'd clocked exactly what that reaction meant. "I'm doing an audit," she said carefully. "That's the job." "Sure." He leaned back. "Kieran's decided you're worth protecting. That's his call to make, I suppose. Officially." Something in the way he said officially made the word feel like a threat dressed up as a shrug. "I just want you to know I'm not as generous as he is. If you're a problem, I deal with problems. That's my job too." Noa's fork stopped halfway to her mouth. She set it down instead, slow, deliberate, because her hands had started that shaking thing again and she refused to let this man see it. "Is that a threat," she said, and her voice came out steadier than she expected, which surprised her almost as much as it seemed to surprise him. "It's information." Dmitri stood, chair scraping back loud in the mostly empty cafeteria. "Welcome to the building, Ms. Bright." He left. She sat there for a full minute just breathing, in and out, counting the way her therapist had taught her years ago during a different crisis in a different life, back when the worst thing she thought could happen to her was her father's business failing. Funny how small that felt now. Kieran found her an hour later, though found wasn't quite right, since it turned out he'd been watching the cafeteria footage the entire time, which she only learned because he opened with it. "Dmitri spoke to you." Not a question either. God, this whole building. "He introduced himself," Noa said. "If that's what we're calling it." Something tightened in Kieran's jaw, barely visible, gone almost before she caught it. "What did he say." She almost lied. She almost said nothing, just pleasantries, because some instinct told her that whatever was between Kieran and this man ran deeper than office politics, and she didn't want to be the spark that lit whatever this was. But then she thought about the wire transfer, and the disappeared whistleblower, and decided she was done protecting anyone in this building who hadn't earned it. "He said if I'm a problem, he deals with problems," she said. "He made it sound like that's separate from whatever protection you're offering. Like your decision and his aren't the same decision." Kieran didn't respond right away. He looked, for just a second, like a man recalculating something mid-sentence, the same look from last night, except this time there was something else underneath it, something that might have been worry if she let herself call it that. "They're not the same decision," he said finally. "I'll handle Dmitri." "That's not actually reassuring," Noa said. "In case you were wondering." "I wasn't asking whether it reassured you." He said it flat, almost bored, but his eyes didn't match the boredom at all, and that mismatch was the most unsettling thing she'd seen all day, worse than the blood metaphor in her own head, worse than Dmitri's calm little threat. "I was telling you what's going to happen." Noa opened her mouth to argue, closed it, opened it again. "Fine," she said, and it came out smaller than she wanted, which annoyed her more than anything else that had happened today. "Handle it, then." He didn't say anything else. He just watched her leave, and she could feel it on her back the whole way down the hall, the weight of being watched by someone who apparently thought protecting her and controlling her were the exact same act, wearing two different faces.
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