Scars

My descent into hell.

It is not less than a week, I believed it. I believed in us. I wrote poems that I dedicated to you. I braved dangers to love you. Nothing was impossible for me because I knew that we would never leave each other.

But, in my escapades, I got lost. I hurt myself from loving you. My wings are burnt with fire. I lost my melody. I no longer know how to fly. Reaching you seems impossible to me. I am alone, frozen by the cold of the ordeals. God knows how much, I believed it.

I get up ... I cry, I storm ... Nothing is done ... I am your prisoner. I stay ... with a heavy heart, damaged wings from having flown too close to the sun ... And our love?

Hidden under piles of frustrations and wounds ... I am looking for a savior ... the one who will come to think of my wounds, the one who will understand my fears ... In the night, I scream and this time, it's not love ... it's sorrow ...

The moon eclipsed me once again in its moment of glory. I can not believe it... I keep my sorrows deep inside me I struggled too much I'm looking for my chance to escape My emotions are at their peak Too heavy for my fragile heart I sink into nothingness No more no less I'm dying little by little Hidden under a smile.

My depression is killing me The pain tears my guts ... And soon I know it I will sink into nothingness.