Scars

Bruised

Sitting on cold ground, I am bruised. For a week I have kept this suffering within me. The feelings go to my head. Emptied, I remain motionless in this room. Locked in my pain, I no longer wish to get out. How can I ever forget you?

You walked into my life unexpectedly, turning my dreams into reality. You gave me your love. You taught me to be myself. Together, we gave ourselves everything. You are my first love. Or at least you were ...

The memories replay in my head giving me a headache: your frank smile that always baffles me, your upper lip that obsesses me ... So many things that I loved in you ... So many things that I still love in you.

What kills me is knowing that it stopped unexpectedly. You left as you came ... and already I lost you ...

I hope she makes you happy. I hope she treats you with love. I have only one desire: to turn time around. Let me go back to the hours when you were mine and when I was yours. My heart is too heavy, I am suffocating with tears.

I know I f****d up and because of my ignorance I just lost the one person who could stand me. Forgive me ... I'm a lonely girl who only needs your love.