Scars

Monologues

Monologues

In the dark I scream

My heart is broken

I scream, scream….

Scream again

Same silence from you

I cry, I scream

Your heart still insensitive

To my pain

So I monologue

Am i crazy? Normal?

Is love f*******n to me?

Every time I approach this fire,

I burn myself

I prick myself

And i hurt myself

Monologues of a lonely girl

Monologues of a silly kid

I monologue About everything

Time, dreams, Of life, of people….

Since I'm alone Is better

Take my momentum

And go that high

That I can I monologue ...

And I find In that silly, whiny kid

A strong and victorious woman

I give in ...

If you hit me

I won't protest

If you look for war on me

I will take refuge in my den

Like a fox smarter than you

I stirred it all up in my head

And I know that out of fear

I don't want to tremble anymore

I can cry

But not in your face

I don't want to lose myself anymore

Who am I ?

Too strong to let you break me again

I want peace, my peace

Bring me that damn deal

That I am released

I'm bored, thirsty for adventures

Of love…

I have already found it

But not in you

With friends and even strangers

The love that takes me by the guts

With him I got it

And I know it in my head

That from you I am freed

If tomorrow I leave

I know that if tomorrow I go The flowers will miss me

The lions will honor me

I know that if tomorrow I go

It's because the past has already passed Because I want better

Tomorrow: smiles, joy, happiness

I dream of this time

If tomorrow I leave

The better to forget

That my dreams are big

And people who are too small

If tomorrow I leave

It’s because today I am in pain

And that I am looking for

A cure for my agony

If tomorrow I leave, I know you will follow me

That our lives will be forever linked

And that my children will become yours

If tomorrow I leave,

I will dance with the butterfly

And metamorphose like the phoenix

If tomorrow I leave, I know i will live.