I'll Kill You (Part 1)

chapter 5 (ForgiveButDontForget)

After the first time Sinclair stabbed me in the back. I decided I was going to cut her off. Of course what did I do? forgive her ass. Soon I'd learn that's one of the biggest mistakes I could of made.

Me and Sinclair were back cool for another month after everything with her getting me fired and ruining my relationship died down.I started to forgive her, I wasn't as mad at her anymore.

I Decided that I didn't want to open up to her as much anymore. I didn't trust he like I once did. That was completely her fault. I wasn't going to either. I realized I didn't know much about her either. So I figured, instead of venting to Sinclair about literally everything. Why don't I get some Intel on her and learn about her and her life. Learn more about where she comes from, her past, her present and her plans and hopes for the future. I knew that I needed and genuinely wanted to find out what kind of person I was dealing with.

I started a new job working from desk at the hospital. I knew I wasn't going to tell her that I worked there ever. Even though she apologized, she already snaked me twice and bad enough I shouldn't even reconsider being her friend anymore.

This one particular day, I woke up early. I had to be at work by 3:30pm. I was tired and not feeling well though. I didn't want to go to work. I decided not to call out just yet. I mean heck, at this time it was only 10:34am. I knew I needed the money and shouldn't call out so I waited it out so I could see if I would gain the energy I needed to go into work like I knew I should.

I fell asleep and maybe around 1pm I received a call from an unknown number. It wasn't until my phone stopped ringing, then rung again that I finally picked up the phone.

"hello, who is this?" I said over the phone. *Hey Tyler, how have you been sweetie?" asked Joe. Joe was a man I went to school with but then he turned into my lover but only until after we both got on drugs. "Oh hey, it's been awhile since we spoke, I'm doing great I'm clean now," I replied still kind of shocked. "well that's great, I'm actually up the street from you, can I see you outside your house and maybe you give me 15 minutes of your time?" asked Joe. "Okay sure let me know when you're outside" I replied.

I don't know why I would tell my ex lover and drug dealer to stop by and see me.i figured that I had enough control and wouldn't and couldn't relapse. I definitely assumed that I was strong enough to handle being around someone that sold or did drugs. At this point of the story I had already been clean for some time.

I decided that I wanted to meet up with miss Sinclair and finally meet her for the first time. We planned for about a month ahead of time. I wasn't sure if she would really come through and actually meet me.

A week later, she sent me more pictures of her and the family. She told me that if I felt more comfortable she would allow me to talk to her mother and father and confirm the fact that she is really going to meet with me. So one afternoon during the second week of the process of getting ready too meet Sinclair. She calls my cell phone and asks me not to get mad.

I felt as if she could be on some slick s**t but wasn't expecting for her to back out.

She called me and told me in the morning. "Hey Tyler, don't be mad please. I won't be able to make it this weekend. I'm so sorry Tyler." Sinclair said sounding so sincere.

"Are you serious Sinclair? I thought you were actually going to keep your word this time." I angrily said. Sinclair sat quietly on the phone for about two minutes. I'm sure she was coming up with a way to to make it up to me without seeing me, or an excuse to tell so I would stop being upset with her.

Two days have passed and I have been ignoring Sinclair. The third day and I decided to reply to her text message. I told her I wasn't mad anymore and that I was just disappointed. She said that she understands and she will figure out some time soon a day to make her way to me so we can finally meet. I wasn't planning on holding her word to it though.

I went to work shortly after me and Sinclair talked over a text message. When I arrived at work, it felt like deja vu. My boss asked me to meet her in the back office before I clocked in. I had gotten so nervous. I didn't know what to expect exactly. I figured that I might be fired again and have to find another Job. All I know is that was the case, I was going to be extremely upset and pissed off. I didn't want to have to do all this finding a new job bullshit. I was already tired and had a headache, I definitely was in no mood for the f**k s**t or bad news.

Of course just like I assumed, I was fired yet again from my job. She also told them she recently saw me smoking crack. That wasn't even the drug that I was doing. She just straight lied and this has been the second time she snaked me. I was so pissed off.

I didn't want to forgive this b***h anymore. I was so over the stabbing me in my back and lying. I was done with the fake ass friendships. I wasn't going to allow her to ruin my life. That b***h don't got the heart to see me in person. So I decided to contact my uncle. Who luckily in my favor, hacka professionally for the government.

"Uncle Lee? hey it's me Tyler. I need your help with something if you don't mind helping me." I said, sounding as nice as I possibly could sound. "What's that my dear? Where are your parents at?" Uncle Lee asked. "I'm not sure, probably at work, but I need you to find out who this stalker i have is and where they live. " I told him to sound irritated of course. I mean who couldn't be irritated when someone gets fired twice from a job and ruined a whole relationship. I wanted to find out who this b***h was for once and for all. "well you know I can't just hack someones private information. What's going on? how are they stalking you exactly?" Uncle Lee asked. I gave him the run down on the story and my situation with Sinclair. "It sounds like it could be someone you know, that's definitely strange and very messed up. I guess I'll help you find out who this person is, send me the picture they sent you and account profiles. I'll start by hacking there social media" Uncle Lee say. "Okay thank you so much Uncle Lee. you're the best. " I said excited and very greatful. We said our goodbyes and hung up the phone.

Uncle Lee said he will have information for me in three days. All I had to do was remain normal and act like nothing was going on. I even thought maybe I could play it off better I were to make up with Sinclair and befriend her again. She definitely wouldn't be able to figure me out at all. I couldn't wait to bring this down.