That was difficult. I know she doesn't understand why I feel this sudden pull to her, but it is frustrating. She keeps trying to get me to leave and I understand why. He treated her like dirt.
But she must know by now that I'd not do that. I've been with her since she got kidnapped trying to help her. She has said thank you loads of times, it's not her thanks I want. It is her.
She told me her friend would look after her and although I'm sure she would, I couldn't allow it, I know that must of come across as I'm controlling but I'm not. Its an instinct.
The car ride back to hers was quiet and awkward, she refuses to look at me, talk to me. You know the thought has passed through my mind to just let her go. My wolf won't allow that.
I've thought about telling her more than she knows, it's not the time. I know she has questions but she is scared to ask.
Maybe I use this time to make her aware that she can ask me anything and it's fine.
Maybe I can fix this. The hospital gave us a wheelchair to use. I paid the cab driver, got her stuff into the apartment & then her, she refused obviously.
I asked her If she felt OK, if she needed anything. I set up the wheelchair, asked permission to put her in, and to my surprise she agreed, and walked out the door.
I took her to a small cafe, this food has to be better than the hospital food, I thought the fresh air would do her good. After food, I decided to take her for a walk through the park. It isn't much, but it's something at least.
I'm hoping she will calm down so I can talk to her more. I get a little defensive as her phone keeps buzzing and she looks angry.
"Are you okay?" I asked her.
She just nodded, I didn't want to pry too much, She will hopefully tell me in her own time.
I think she enjoyed the fresh air, I stop by the store to pick up bits for dinner, I must talk to her about all of this because I get it, a stranger forcing her to let him take care of her, I keep forgetting she isn't from my world.