My eyes opened.
It is another day.. and I woke up with a heavy heart.
I feel like I just lost all my motivation in life.
I just want to sleep and forget.
My heart feels so numb right now, it feels so empty.
Instead of getting up, I pulled my duvet to my head and squeeze my eyes shut.
I don’t want to do anything.
I just can't..
Good thing it is a weekend so I can just sleep the whole day.
I just want to maybe..reflect on my life? And start to plan on how can I start living again?
Living without Roux in my life.
I already cried all night, and I still feel like anytime soon my tears will flow.
My eyes are probably puffy now. I must look so ugly!
Yesterday, when I calmed down, Callahan called Atticus so he can bring me home without anyone noticing because I look like a m
