Sahara. I stared at the city life . Why can't I have a normal happy life? Is that too much to ask for ?In a loving home raising my baby with a loving man ,living happily even if we don't have the luxury. instead I got a gangster , well that's what you get for working in a prison and having a gangster crave for you. "I wish I had a normal life " I said. "we all do " Kim said. "I really do" I said. " Doll you have been in here for three days You are already losing weight and so skinny , Hun am worried" she said. " I have nothing to lose "I said. " what of him? he needs you . "she said . I stared at my baby he was asleep. I used towels as diapers I would sneak out at night and get the little food my hands could get .I only ate so my baby could have adequate breast milk I am not l

