I need to accept that whatever Lyon and I have will not progress beyond what we are currently doing. I shouldn't expect it to become something more, something I have desired since the day I met him. He is not the type to fall in love, and there may come a day when he grows tired of me and moves on to someone else. Will I be ready for that? Will my heart be able to handle it? Tonight has shown me that I will be extremely jealous if I ever see him with someone else, which will be a major problem. He went down on me as he laid me on the bed, throwing his coat on the floor. I gasped in pleasure. He continued to pleasure me, hungrily licking my clit while staring at me. I couldn't control myself as my head fell back, biting my lip and pulling his hair. I couldn't help but moan "oh god" continu

